see in Hagar, Gen. 21. 17, 18, 19. And Manoah's Wife, Judg. 13. 3. to whom the Angel of the Covenant had not been sent, if they had not been in distress.
It would not become a mother to bee so indulgent to an healthfull child, ss to a sick: and in deed some have found their outward castigations so sweetned with the inward consolations of Gods Spirit, that they have sonud and confessed their receipts of joy and comfort, to bee an hundred sold more than their payments, even in this present life according to that pro∣mise of our Saviour, Mark. 10. 29, 30. So that a Christian is still a gainer in all his losses; yea, hee gains by his losses.
Now if wee could but remember and lay to heart these promises, thus back'd with examples; when wee feel the greatest assaults or pangs, how could wee want courage? But alass, most of us are like the Prophets servant, 2 King. 6. who saw his foes, but not his friends: we are like Josephs bre∣thren, who saw him, converst with him, were fed by him, yet knew him not. Like Peter, who when the Angell brought him out of prison, and went before him; wist not that it was so, but thought hee saw a vision, Act. 12. 9. Christ at his Resurrection was so changed, that his own Disciples knew him not; much more since his ascention may hee pass by us, as hee did by Job, Chap. 9. 11. or meet us as hee did Saul in the way to Damas∣cus; or walk and talk with us, as hee did with the two Disciples in the way to Emaus, Luk. 24. 16. or stand by us while wee are seeking him, as hee did by Mary in the Garden, Joh. 20. 1•…•…. and yet wee bee ignorant that it is hee. Yea, hee may bee in us by his spirit; even whil'st wee seel him not. Jacob saw him both asleep and awake, yet (saith hee) the Lord was in this place, and I was not aware of it, Gen. 28, 16. at least wee are apt to thinke, that God is removed from us, when wee any way suffer ca∣lamity; as the Israelites do but want water, and presently they cry, Is the Lord among us, or no? Exod. 17. 7. as if God could not bee with them, and they a thirst; either hee must humour carnall minds, or bee distrusted.
But both his presence and love, is the same in adversity, as it is in prosperity; our sence onely makes the difference, even as a Church, Castle, or Town, is unmoveable, and keepeth one place; though to us it may seem somtime on our right hand, other while on our left: as wee change our standing, sitting, or walking. Yet if some unusuall crosses disturb our peace, presently there breaks out a voice mix'd with mur•…•…uring, and despair, God hath forsaken us. It was a common complain•…•… with David. The Lord hath forsaken us; thou hast cast off, and abhorred us: why hast thou forsaken mee &c.? Yea, the onely Son of God came to this, My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken mee? Yet consider, did God forsake either of them? hee might bee angry with David, more angry with Christ, for the fins of all the world: and in their present sence, that anger might work in them an apprehension of his forsaking them: but hee did not for∣sake them, nor will hee forsake thee, if thou dost not first forsake him. Thou maist think so, but God will not do so; but in the mean time, how