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I have been proud and covetous, envious and lustful, angry and greedy, indevout and irreligious; restless in my passions, sensual and secular, but hating wise counsels, and soon weary of the Offices of a holy Religion. I cannot give an account of my time, and I cannot reckon the sins of my tongue. My crimes are intolerable, and my imperfections shameful, and my omissions innumerable; and what shall I do O thou preserver of men? I am so vile that I cannot express it, so sin∣ful that I am hateful to my self, and much more abominable must I needs be in thy eyes. I have sinn'd against thee without necessity, sometimes without temptation, only because I would sin, and would not delight in the ways of peace: I have been so ingrateful, so foolish, so unreasonable, that I have put my own eyes out, that I might with confidence and without fear sin against so good a God, so gracious a Father, so infinite a Power, so glorious a Majesty, so bountiful a Patron, and so mighty a Redeemer, that my sin is grown shameful and aggravated even to amaze∣ment. I can say no more, I am asham'd, O God, I am amaz'd, I am confounded in thy presence.