up in avaritious and vain attendances, and we shall not at∣tend [ A]
to religion with a zeal so great as is our revenge, or as is the
hunger of one meale. Without much time, and a wary life, and a
diligent circumspection, we cannot mortify our sins, or do the
first works of grace. I pray God we be not found to have grown
like the sinnews of old age, from strength to remisnesse, from
thence to dissolution, and infirmity and death; Menedemus
was wont to say that the young boyes that went to Athens the
first year were wise men, the second year, Philosophers, the third,
Orators, and the fourth were but Plebeians and understood nothing
but their own ignorance. [ B]
And just so it happens to some in the progresses of religion: at
first they are violent and active; and then they satiate all the appe∣tites
of religion; and that which is left, is, that they were soon
weary, and sat down in displeasure, and return to the world and
dwell in the businesse of pride, or mony; and by this time they
understand that their religion is declined, and passed from the
heats and follies of youth, to the coldnesse and infirmities of old
age; The remedies of which is onely a diligent spirit and a busie
religion▪ a great industry & a full portion of time in holy offices;
that as the Oracle said to the Cirrheans, noctes diesque belligeran∣dum, [ C]
they could not be happy unlesse they waged war night and
day: that is, unlesse we perpetually fight against our own vices; and
repell our Ghostly enemies, and stand upon our guard, we must
stand for ever in the state of babes, in Christ, or else return to the
first imperfections of an unchristened soul, and an unsanctified spi∣rit.
Thats the first particular.
2. The second step of our growth in grace is, when vertues
grow habitual, apt and easie in our manners, and dispositions. For
although many new converts have a great zeal, and a busie spirit,
apt enough as they think to contest against all the difficulties of a [ D]
spiritual life, yet they meet with such powerful oppositions from
without, and a false heart within, that their first heats are soon
broken, and either they are for ever discouraged, or are for∣ced
to march more slowly and proceed more temperately for ever
after.
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It is an easie thing to commit a wickednesse, for temptation and
infirmity are alwayes too neer us: But God hath made care and
sweat, prudence and diligence, experience and watchfulnesse, wis∣dom [ E]
and labour at home, and good guides abroad to be instruments
and means to purchase vertue.
The way is long and difficult at first; but in the progresse
and pursuit we finde all the knots made plain, and the rough wayes
made smooth.