the tempers of sobriety, and are the best imitations of Jesus, and securities against the levity of a dispersed and a vain spirit. This was intimated by many of the Disciples of Jesus in the days of the Spirit, and when they had tasted of the good word of God, and the powers of the world to come; for then we find many ambitious of Martyr∣dom, and that have laid stratagems and designs by unusual deaths to get a Crown. The Soul of S. Laurence was so scorched with ardent desires of dying for his Lord, that he accounted the coals of his Gridiron but as a Julip or the aspersion of cold water to refresh his Soul; they were chill as the Alpine snows in respect of the heats of his diviner flames. And if these lesser Stars shine so brightly and burn so warmly, what heat of love may we suppose to have been in the Sun of Righteousness? If they went fast to∣ward the Crown of Martyrdom, yet we know that the Holy Jesus went before them all: no wonder that he cometh forth as a Eridegroom from his chamber, and rejoyceth as a giant to run his course.
2. When the Disciples had overtaken Jesus, he begins to them a sad Homily upon the old Text of Suffering, which he had well nigh for a year together preached upon; but because it was an unpleasing Lesson, so contradictory to those interests upon the hopes of which they had entertained themselves, and spent all their desires, they could by no means understand it: for an understanding prepossessed with a fancy, or an un∣handsome principle, construes all other notions to the sence of the first; and whatso∣ever contradicts it, we think it an objection, and that we are bound to answer it. But now that it concerned Christ to speak so plainly, that his Disciples by what was to hap∣pen within five or six days might not be scandalized, or believe it happened to Jesus without his knowledge and voluntary entertainment, he tells them of his Sufferings to be accomplished in this journey to Jerusalem. And here the Disciples shewed them∣selves to be but men, full of passion and indiscreet affection; and the bold Galilean, S. Peter, took the boldness to dehort his Master from so great an infelicity; and met with a reprehension so great, that neither the Scribes, nor the Pharisees, nor Herod himself ever met with its parallel: Jesus called him Satan; meaning, that no greater contradiction can be offered to the designs of God and his Holy Son, than to disswade us from Suffering. And if we understood how great are the advantages of a suffering condition, we should think all our Daggers gilt, and our pavements strewed with Ro∣ses, and our Halters silken, and the Rack an instrument of pleasure, and be most impa∣tient of those temptations which seduce us into ease, and divorce us from the Cross, as being opposite to our greatest hopes and most perfect desires. But still this humour of S. Peter's imperfection abides amongst us: He that breaks off the yoak of Obedience, and unties the bands of Discipline, and preaches a cheap Religion, and presents Hea∣ven in the midst of flowers, and strews Carpets softer than the Asian luxury in the way, and sets the songs of Sion to the tunes of Persian and lighter airs, and offers great liberty of living, and bondage under affection and sins, and reconciles Eternity with the pre∣sent enjoyment, he shall have his Schools filled with Disciples; but he that preaches the Cross, and the severities of Christianity, and the strictnesses of a holy life, shall have the lot of his Blessed Lord, he shall be thought ill of, and deserted.
3. Our Blessed Lord, five days before his Passion, sent his Disciples to a village to borrow an Asse, that he might ride in triumph to Jerusalem; he had none of his own, but yet he who was so dear to God could not want what was to supply his needs. It may be God hath laid up our portion in the repositories of other men, and means to fur∣nish us from their tables, to feed us from their granaries, and that their wardrobe shall cloath us; for it is all one to him to make a Fish bring us money, or a Crow to bring us meat, or the stable of our neighbour to furnish our needs of Beasts: if he brings it to thy need as thou wantest it, thou hast all the good in the use of the Creature which the owners can receive; and the horse which is lent me in charity does me as much ease, and the bread which is given me in alms feeds me as well, as the other part of it, which the good man that gave me a portion reserved for his own eating, could do to him. And if we would give God leave to make provisions for us in the ways of his own chusing, and not estimate our wants by our manner of receiving, being contented that God by any of his own ways will minister it to us, we should find our cares eased, and our con∣tent encreased, and our thankfulness engaged, and all our moderate desires contented by the satisfaction of our needs. For if God is pleased to feed me by my neighbour's charity, there is no other difference, but that God makes me an occasion of his ghostly good, as he is made the occasion of my temporal; and if we think it disparagement, we may remember that God conveys more good to him by me, than to me by him: and it is a proud impatience to refuse or to be angry with God's provisions, because he hath not observed my circumstances and ceremonies of election.