and abilities to serve him, being none of ours, but talents which are intrusted into our Banks to be improved. But as a precious Pearl is orient and medicinal, be∣cause God hath placed those excellencies in it for ends of his own, but it self is dcad to all apprehensions of it, and knows no reflexions upon its own value; only God is mag∣nified in his work: so is every pious person precious and holy, but mortified to all vainer complacencies in those singularities and eminencies, which God placed there because he was so pleased, saying, there he would have a Temple built; because from thence he would take delight to receive glory and adoration.
7. After all these holy and festival joys which the two glad Mothers feasted them∣selves withal, a sad cloud did intervene and passed before the face of the Blessed Virgin. The just and righteous Joseph, her espoused Husband, perceiving her to be with child, was minded to put her away, as not knowing the Divinity of the fountain which watered the Virgin's sealed and hallowed Womb, and made it fruitful. But he purposed to do it privily, that he might preserve the reputation of his Spouse, whose Piety he knew was great, and was sorrowful it should now set in a sad night and be extinct. But it was an exemplar charity, and reads to us a rule for our deportment towards erring and lapsed persons, that we intreat them with meekness and pity and fear; not hastening their 〈◊〉〈◊〉, nor provoking their spirit, nor making their remedy desperate by using of them rudely, till there be no worse thing for them to fear if they should be dissolved into all licentiousness. For an open shame is commonly protested unto when it is reme∣diless, and the person either despairs and sinks under the burthen, or else grows impu∣dent and tramples upon it. But the gentleness of a modest and charitable remedy pre∣serves that which is Vertue's girdle, Fear and Blushing; and the beginning of a punish∣ment chides them into the horrour of remembrance and guilt, but preserves their meek∣ness and modesty, because they, not feeling the worst of evils, dare not venture upon the worst of sins.
8. But it seems the Blessed Virgin, having received this greatest honour, had not made it known to her Husband Joseph; and when she went to her Cousin Elizabeth, the Virgin was told of it by her Cousin before she spake of it her self, for her Cousin had it by revelation and the spirit of prophecy. And it is in some circumstances and from some persons more secure to conceal Visions, and those heavenly Gifts which create estimations among men, than to publish them, which may possibly minister to vanity; and those exteriour Graces may do God's work, though no observer note them but the person for whose sake they are sent: like rain falling in uninhabited Valleys, where no eye observes showers; yet the Valleys laugh and sing to God in their refresh∣ment without a witness. However, it is better to hear the report of our good things from the mouths of others than from our selves: and better yet, if the beauty of the Tabernacle be covered with skins, that none of our beauties be seen but by worship∣pers, that is, when the glory of God and the interests of Religion or Charity are con∣cerned in their publication. For so it happened to be in the case of the Blessed Virgin, as she related to her Cousin Elizabeth; and so it happened not to be, as she referred to her Husband Joseph.
9. The Holy Virgin could not but know that Joseph would be troubled with sorrow and insecure apprehensions concerning her being with child; but such was her Inno∣cence and her Confidence in God, that she held her peace, expecting which way God would provide a remedy to the inconvenience: for if we commit our selves to God in well doing as unto a faithful Creator, preserving the tranquillity of our spirits and the even∣ness of our temper in the assault of infamy and disreputation, God, who loves our In∣nocence, will be its Patron, and will assert it from the scandal, if it be expedient for us; if it be not, it is not fit we should desire it. But if the Holy Jesus did suffer his Mo∣ther to fall into misinterpretation and suspect, which could not but be a great affliction to her excellent spirit, rarely temper'd as an Eye, highly sensible of every ruder touch; we must not think it strange, if we be tried and pressed with a calamity and unhand∣some accidents: only remember, that God will find a remedy to the trouble, and will sanctifie the affliction, and secure the person, if we be innocent, as was the Holy Virgin.
10. But Joseph was not hasty in the execution of his purposes, nor of making his thoughts determinate, but stood long in deliberation, and longer before he acted it, because it was an invidious matter, and a rigour: He was first to have defam'd and accus'd her publickly, and, being convicted, by the Law she was to die, if he had gone the ordinary way; but he who was a just man, that is, according to the style of Scripture and other wise Writers, a good, a charitable man, found that it was more