Divine meditations upon several subjects whereunto is annexed Gods love and man's unworthiness, with several divine ejaculations / written by John Quarles.
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Page 97
Sat.
What impious tongue is that which dares defie
My power with so much boldnes?
So.
Wretch, 'tis I;
'Tis I (infernal Traytor) that will spend
My strength to prove thou art flatt'ring feind.
Sat.
Move me to anger, do, and thou shalt find
A courteous friend at last may prove unkind:
Have I not woo'd thee almost night and day
To goe to Heaven?
Sou.
The quite contrary way.
Sat.
Have I not labour'd like a watchful father
To nourish thee?
Sou.
Or like a Devil rather.
Sat.
Have I not always taken great delight?
Sou.
To take away good gold, and give me light.
Sat.
How much nocturnal and diurnal care
Have I sustain'd for thee?
Sou.
True, t'insnare.
Sat.
Have I not been assiduous to await
Upon thy pleasure?
Sou.
and corrupt my state.
Sat.
Have I not proffer'd all that can be given
To a sick Soul?
Sou.
To drive my Soul from Heaven
San.
Did I not promise to be true and just?
Sou.
Did I not say, I'de neither try nor trust?
Sat.
Did I not promise that I'de make thee wise?
Sou.
Did I not say thou wert compos'd of lies?
Sat.
Did I not promise to encrease thy store?
So.
Did I not say such wealth would make me poor
Sat.
Did I not promise to advance thy fame?
Sou.
Did I not say thy honors were thy shame?
Page 98
Sat.
Did I not promise to uphold thy peace?
Sou.
Did I not say such wars would never cease?
Sat.
Did I not promise thee a Crown of life?
Sou.
Did I not say that Crown would Crown my
Sat.
Did I not promise thee eternal glory? (strife?
Sou.
Did I not say that promise was a story?
Sat.
Did I not promise I would give thee all?
Sou.
Did I not say such promises were small?
Sat
Did I not tell thee I was great and good?
Sou.
Did I not answer 'twas in shedding blood?
Sat.
Did I not tell thee that my ways were best?
Sou.
Did I not answer that they were unblest?
Sat.
Did I not tel thee that thou shouldst have joy?
Sou.
Did I not answer such as would destroy?
Sat.
Did I not tell thee that I did lament?
Sou.
Did I not answer that I was content?
Sat.
Did I not tell thee what a friend I'd prove?
Sou.
Did I not answer that I could not love?
Sat.
Thus by fair terms I labour'd to obtain,
Sou.
Thus in foul terms I told thee 'twas in vain.
Sat.
Then I began to threaten thee with grief,
Sou.
And then I fled to Heav'n, and found relief.
Sat.
I threatened to afflict thee with large pains,
Sou.
I told thee such afflictions were my gains.
Sat.
I told thee more than now I will express,
Sou.
My answers made thee wish I had spoke less.
Page 99
Sat.
But now I see my real words can find
No rest within the Center of thy mind;
For 'tis in vain to sow the seeds of life
In a dead heart that is manur'd with strife:
I'le therefore cease my importuning love,
I'le shew my Serpent, and keep close my Dove.
Do, do thy worst, vile wretch, Ile make thee know
Griefs abstract, and the quintessence of woe;
I'le load thee with extremities, thy brest
Shall always crave, but find no place of rest:
Had but my grave advice receiv'd a place
Within thy heart, thou hadst been fil'd with grace;
But now the inundations of thy trouble
Shall overflow thee, and I will redouble
My new-contrived plagues; I'le make thee feel
My melting heart is now transform'd to steel:
Thy tongue shall (like a bolt of thunder) roul
And roar within thy mouth; thy sulphurous Soul
Shall flash forth lightning, and thy blood-red eyes
Shall blaze like Comets in the troubled Skies:
Thy teeth shall gnash, as if they scorn'd to be
Concomitants in so much misery;
Oh how I'le carbonado every part,
And fill thy body with increasing smart;
Thy Soul shall lure for death, but that shall hate
To pierch upon thee, and contemn thy state:
Page 100
Life shall be still incroaching, but thy breath
Shall scorn that life, and hate it unto death;
Thy flesh shall drop forth brimston, and thy bones
Shall court each other in their crackling tones;
Horror shall be thy watchman, curses shall
Possess thy rongue, one torment still shall call
Upon another; when thy voice shall cry
But for a drop; Confusion shall reply,
No, no, thou shalt not, if a golden Myne
Could buy a drop, that drop should not be thine:
Then shalt thou say, if thou hadst been at first
Advis'd by me, thou hadst not been accurst:
Thus in this sad Dilemma shalt thou roar,
And crave my succour, but I'le not deplore
Thy woful state, because thou wert averse
To goodness, after folly comes a curse:
Then shalt thou know and find I will exile
All thoughts of pity, and I'le rather smile
Than grieve at thy distress; ah know 'tis bard
To force an entrance where the gates are bar'd:
Fond Soul, be serious, let thy thoughts reflect
On my indulgency, and give respect
Unto my clemency; believe I will
Be good to thee, do but forsake thy ill;
Forsake, forsake that evil which will turn
To thy destruction; do not, do not burn
Page 101
The precious fuel of thy chaste desires
In idle, wanton, all-consuming fires,
The post of time is swift, and knows no stay;
'Tis time to go when Reason calls away:
Protraction's dangerous; it is not good
To strive with that which scorns to be withstood.
Then do not thou procrastinate, but take
This opportunity, do but forsake
Thy former ways, and readily incline
Thy self to me, and I will make thee shine
With so much lustre, that all eyes shall gaze
Upon thy brightness, and admire with praise:
Oh may my language reach thee too believe,
That so my torments may not make thee grieve
In utter darkness, that thou mayst imbrace
Those glories, which adorn my peaceful place:
Repent, (dear Soul) repent what thou hast done,
Then call me Father, and I'le love my son:
Thus having told thee all, I'le here desist;
Be thou more apt to yield than to resist.
Sou.
I find, I find you first in flict a wound,
And then with balsome strive to make it sound:
You make me smile at first, but after groan;
One hand incloses bread, the other stone;
I fain would take the bread, but that I stand
In fear and danger of the stony hand:
Page 102
Therefore, to shun all danger, I'le despise
Your fond advice, and practise to be wise:
If all should prove, that you have told me, true,
I know the best and worst that thou canst do;
As for your threatnings, they shall not disturb
My peaceful thoughts, my faith shall be their curb:
Urge me no mote, but let me rest in quiet,
Strong is that stomack can digest thy dyet.
Sat.
And is it so? will no perswasions work
Upon thy thoughts? Those pregnant crimes that
lurk
Within thy brest, will, like to Scorpions, gnaw
Thy groaning heart; such sorrow knows no Law;
But since thou wilt not be advis'd, expect
To find reward, as I have found neglect.
Ah, why fond wretch, why dost thou thus provide
Thy feeble self to strive against the tyde?
Alas, alas! why art thou lull'd asleep
In follies Lap? Rouze up for shame, and weep
For thine infirmities; be not thus cross
To him that would preserve thee from a Loss:
'Tis time to cast away the works of night,
And cloath thee with the shining robes of light.
Sou.
If your strong Oratory had the skill
To make me yield to your unsatiate will,
It were enough; what more could you desire,
Than a bad period to your bad desire?
Page 103
But stay (bold friend) I'le meditate and see
What fruit will spring from thine infernal tree.
Sat. What, must I stay (vile wretch) till you dispute
And prove the goodness of my pleasing fruit?
Must I be always waiting on the train
Of your desires, and spend my time in vain?
No, no, I will not: for it is unfit
I should attend, if you will not submit;
Th' incensed fury of my spirits burn
To be in action, I will not adjourn
A minute longer; go, and hug thy vice,
Thou lov'st the bargain, but abhor'st the price:
Urge me no more, away, I have forgot
All thoughts of friendship, and I know thee not:
And here I leave thee to the Lawless power
Of thine own passion; Cursed be that hour
That brought thee forth; if all this will not do,
May all men curse thee, and I'le curse thee too.
Sou.
And can the spring of thy affections find
So soon an Autumn? Canst thou be unkind
With so much ease? and can your real brest
(As you so call't) be so soon dispossest
Of Love and Patience? Oh how bad and strange
Is the effect of such a sudden change!
'Tis disputable, for I know not whether
Anger, or' policy, or both together,
Page 104
Wharst thee to these extreams: well then pursue
Thine own desires, and I will bid adieu
To all thy follies; yet my heart begun
T' expand it self before the glim'ring Sun
Of thy perswasions; if thy sharp'ned rage
Had not so soon exploded me the stage,
I fear, I fear, I had before this hour
Been prostituted to thy tameless power:
Be gone, be gone; but stay, hark Satan, hark,
Go boast you shot, but fairly miss'd the mark.
Sat.
Why dost thou bid me go? I m sure you speak
(As I have done) in jest, thou wilt not break
The bonds of friendship; though thou hast exprest
Thy self in anger, yet thou ar•• in jest:
Those good conceits that live in th'inner places
Of my close heart, tels me th'art fill'd with graces:
But there is none that can proclaim and cry
They're free from rage, no not so much as I:
When I am angry, then my heart is pleas'd,
Because I'm satisfy'd; my mind is eas'd
Of a most pressing load, which seems to tire
And waste me with a brest-consuming fire.
" A wise mans ear must always entertain
" Things spoke in passion to be void and vain:
" The tongue's a restless member, and oft-times
" Out-runs the wit, and then it flyes and climbs
Page 105
Above all sense: " When Reason finds divorce,
" The tongue proves subject to a headlong course.
What I have spoke observe, and thou shalt find
Proceeded from my passion, not my mind:
The misconstruction of a word may make
The dearest friends to vary, and forsake
The plains of friendship, tho' their hearts are free
From the curst evils of inconstancy:
Therefore mistake me not, nor do not thou
Construe my words with an incensed brow;
Smile on me then, and cheerfully impart
The loving childings of a friendly heart;
Then shalt thou see with what a willing arm
I will conduct and guide thee from all harm;
Believe me Soul, I am not come to scatter
Uncertain stories, but a real matter;
What I hold forth unto thee, is the stem
Of a pure heart, thou art the only Jem
Shall grow upon it; come, and let's combine,
I shall rejoyce to see thee prove divine.
Sou.
The Biass of thy Love runs now so strong,
That I much fear 'twill not continue long;
I find, I find thou hast the art to sail
With any wind; thou labour'st to prevail,
But 'tis in vain, for know, I trust thee not,
My zealous heart is fearful of a plot;
Page 106
I cannot be so foolish as to trust
Without assurance that thou wilt be just:
Wilt thou be true? Speak with a real breath.
Sat.
I will be just (believe me) unto death;
I will, I will; oh may I never be
True to my self, it I am false to thee.
Sou.
If thou art just and constant, tel me where
Thy seat is plac'd, and who is Prince of th'air;
Be true in this, and thou shalt find that I,
According to thy answer, wil reply.
Sat.
I'le tell thee then (because I'le now fulfil
The vast desires of thy enquiring will)
Where my refulgent Seat is plac't; prepare
Thy ears to hear, I'le speedily declare.
The large extent of my unbounded grace
Cannot be comprehended in one place,
Because I am immortal, unconfin'd
To time or place; I live in every mind
That's truly real, and not disagreeing
To my known Laws; I have no local Being:
The World's a spacious Body, I the Soul
Which lives in every part compleat and whole:
Thus this dispute is easily decided,
For what's immortal cannot be divided.
Nay more, because I'le fill thee with content,
I say I'm Prince of every Element,
Page 107
Therefore of air: Now if thou canst enquire
Any thing more, I'le answer thy desire.
Sou.
Before I suffer my swist thoughts to slide
Into more questions, I'le be satisfi'd
In what is past: If so it be, you have
No local Being, how then will you save
Those Hosts of Souls which you intend shall be
Seal'd with the Signet of Eternity?
Did you not tell me, that your peaceful Seat
Was rich, sublime, (and without measure) great?
If thus it be, as 'tis exprest by you,
'Tis more than strange that 'tis not local too;
Clear but this doubt, and thou shalt quickly find
Those duties that attend an honest mind
Flow from my brest, till then I'le rest in peace,
As you perform, so shall my Love encrease.
Sat.
Ambiguous Soul, why dost thou thus connive
At thine own follies? Why dost thou deprive
Thy self of comfort, comforts that will heal
Th'exulcerous sores of thy distemper'd weal?
Why art thou thus inquisitive? the thing
That thou desir'st to know (if known) will bring
Small satisfaction to thy dubious brest;
He's wise enough that knows he shall be blest;
If you enquire in such a doubtful case,
Youl loose your rest in seeking out the place:
Page 108
Surcease thy thoughts, and do not proudly knock
Thy self in peices, now thou knowst the rock;
Pry not too sarl et secret things alone,
My Zodiack has more signs than must be known;
'Tis not the Heav'n of Heavn's that can contain
Me, the Creator, and my glorious train;
I am even what I please and what I will be
Even where I will.
So.
Where's that?
Sa.
what's that to thee
The knowledge of my seat does no way tend
To thy salvation, therefore cease to spend
Such fruitless thoughts, cast by this needless care,
Learn to know what I am, no matter where.
Sou.
I must confess, it is not good to pry
In things that suit not the capacity;
But seeing 'twas your pleasure to express
So much of friendship, I made bold t' address
My self unto you; pardon then my crimes,
You know that wisest men may doubt sometimes:
Your weights are light, or else your courage fails,
You have not strength enough to turn the scales
Of my affections, yet you had almost
Droven my ill man'd ship upon your Coast,
The winds of your perswasions rage and roar
Within my brest, I cannot find a shoar
For my desires; I'm tost from wave to wave,
And am become a most distracted slave;
Page 109
Those heavenly thoughts which formerly frequen∣red
The closet of my brest are now prevented
By base bred fancies, fancies that arise
From a soul brain, and makes me to despise
Almost my self; I know not what to do,
I dare not, oh I dare not yield to you;
And yet I hardly can believe thou wilt
Burthen thy conscience with so foul a guilt
As to betray me, sure thou art morekind
Than to abuse a well-affected mind;
But yet I dare not trust a Soul pursuer,
Because thou kil'st when thou pretend'st to cure.
I reel, I reel (if not sustain'd) I shall
Receive a sudden and a deadly fall;
What shall I do in this deplor'd condition?
I fear, I fear I've lost my best Physitian:
Try Satan, try, and see what may be done
For a sick Soul, that foolishly has run
Beyond it self; oh see what thou canst do
To give me ease, and then I'le call the true.
Sat.
Now Soul I love thee; rouze, bid grief depart
Thou hast the symptomes of an honest heart:
Me thinks I could, with much content, afford
To say thou speak'st a Christian at a word;
Cheer up, and know that many troubles wait
Upon the changes of an ancient State;
Page 110
The work of Reformation always brings
Trouble at first, but afterwards it sings
Anthems of Peace, whose fortunate event
Will more than countervail thy discontent.
He that has spent the treasure of his days
Under one Roof, has reason to dispraise
The troubles of removing; yet at last
(When his defatigating cares are past)
He may declare himself to be a debter
To fortune, and confess that Life the better.
Even so mayst thou (dear Soul) hereafter say,
Blest be that hand which led thee from the way
And paths of Ignorance, although at first
['Tis often known, beginnings are the worst]
Thou feel'st a private nakedness within,
Because thou hast uncloath'd thy self of sin:
Although, I must confess there cannot be
A vacuum in Nature, yet in thee
There is an emptiness, and must be still,
For what is empty, craves a time to fill:
If he whose stomach hath sustain'd the rage
Of sharp'ning hunger, should at first asswage
His appetite with fulness, would it not
Produce a surfeit, and impose a blot
Upon his wisdom, raising such a strife
Within his Microcosmus, that his life
Page 111
Would be endanger'd; therefore learn by rote,
That moderation is the chiefest note;
In all my Gammut, none can sing so high
A note as moderation, only I.
If I should let thee make too large a meal
Of my rich joyes at first, I should reveal
Too much of folly; for it thou shouldst take
A surfeit at the first, it needs must make
Thee fear, nay hate, to entertain my diet;
'Tis better far to spare at first than riot:
Moreover, should I let thee taste thy fill
At first, I know the reins of thy fierce will
Would scorn a hand, 'tis dangerous to trust;
Presumptions spur can never want for rust:
Come Soul, let reason rule thee, do not stain
Thy well-dy'd judgment, 'tis a greater pain
To fear, than sufler; come, I long to see
Thee wanton with mee in Eternitie;
Then doubt no more, resolve, and let's away,
There is no greater grief than to delay
A happiness; be well inform'd of this,
Procrastination is a foe to Bliss.
Sou.
Thy words imposthumate my heart, I feel
A greater pain than ever Ixions wheel
Knew how t'inflict, extremities still crowd
Into my thoughts; my sorrows call aloud,
Page 112
And none will hear; what shall I do; for I
Unworthy am to live, unfit to dye;
Except th' all ruling power above will please
T'inspect my Soul, and furnish me with ease,
To whose blest ears I'le recommend my suit,
My sorrows will not let my tongue be mute.
Great Auditor of groans, oh let my cries,
My sighs, my tears, invite thy eares, thine eyes
To hear, and view me; for I must confess,
My crimes are great, and I am nothing less
Than what is least; alas! and nothing better
Than what is worst, oh pardon me thy debter:
I'm rost with grief, and know not where to fleer
My shipwrack'd self, but still my fins appear
Before my face, whose looks almost affright,
And make me start into eternal night:
What shall I do? or whether shall I flee,
That am an alien (Lord) except to thee?
From thee I cannot, and I am too vile
To come unto thee, having made a spoyl
Of those most sacred mercies, which thy hand
Confer'd upon me; there is no command
But I have broke; yet gracious Lord, I know
That thy abounding mercies can o'reflow
My sand excelling sins, which cannot lie
Absconded from thine all-surveying eye.
Page 113
With shame I must confess the subtile art
Of Satan hath impoysoned my heart;
Oh I am sick to death, I swell, I burst,
Never was any Soul so much accurst.
There's none but thee, thou sacred Antidote
Can cure my grief, be therefore pleas'd to note
My sad condition, let my sorrows lye
Before thy face, oh hear me when I cry;
Grant me the shield of Faith, that I may stand
In opposition to the powerful hand
Of active Satan, weaken (Lord) his power
And add unto my strength; let every hour
Afford new mercies, mercies that may sail
Into my brest, ah should my Foe prevail,
Oh, then I perish, shorten (Lord) his chain
And lengthen out my patience, oh make vain
His fierce attempts, that he my feel, and see
When he is strongest, I'm as strong as he,
Then shall my lips extol thee, and proclaim
The greatness of thy glory, and his shame.
Give but thy grace unto me (Lord) and then
Say what thou wilt, my tongue shall say Amen.
Let everlasting plagues and horror dwell
Within so fit a soul, let black-mouth'd Hell
Remove his scituation, and take
An everlasting Lease, oh let him make
Page 114
A Ten'ment of thee; dost thou think that I
Will hear thy prayers? oh no, I scorn thee, fye
Away, begon—
Sou.
What voice is this, that makes this bold intru∣sion
Into my ears and grumbles out confusion?
Me thinks I see a storm-portending cloud,
Bowel'd with thunder, and I hear a loud
And horrid noyse, a noyse that will confound
A wel-prepared ear, to hear the sound;
Who would not quake at such a voice as this
That roars forth Malice with an Emphasis?
My thoughts are interrupted, and amazement,
Flashes like Lightning through the brittle case∣ment
Of my ill glased-brest; it cannot be
The voice of Heav'n, a God so pure as he
Hates to be envious, malice cannot spring
From such a good and (Love-composed) King:
Although his voice (made terrible) oft-times
By the addition of mans dayly crimes
Thunders against a sinner, yet his breath
Can take no pleasure in a sinners death.
Hereafter (Lord) when malice finds a voice
To speak, my understanding shall rejoyce,
In knowing who it is, this heart of mine
Shall never quake at any voice but thine;
Page 115
Then let hels deep-mouth'd blood-hound, roar and
thunder
Ile neither fear, nor love, nor quake, nor wonder.
For 'tis not strange to hear a Lyon roare
That wants his prey, the more he has, the more
He seeks for more, imploying still his power
In seeking how, and whom he may devour:
Know therefore Sathan, that I am prepar'd
To meet thee, and I will not be out-dar'd;
'Tis not thy false malicious tongue shall tempt
My heart to love, no, nor thy rage exempt
My thoughts from heav'n, although thy craft still
For opportunity to stop good works;
When I compose my self, and strive to pray, lurks
Thou seek'st to turn my thoughts another way.
Thou great corrupter of Diviner parts,
Thou watchful thief that steal'st into the hearts
Of silly mortals, think not to devour
My armed heart, with thy pursuing power.
Sat.
Wil nothing move thee? wilt thou stil mistrust
If fair means will not move thee, foul means must.
What dost thou think, my arm is grown so short
It cannot reach thee? dost thou think to sport
With my commands? say, thou imperious mite
Who gave thee being, who created light,
Who made the Heav'ns, the Earth, the Sea, reply
Audacious wretch, speak, was it thee, or I?
Page 116
Thou vain contender, dost thou think to gain
By striving with me, any thing but pain,
Oh no, thou shalt not, for I'le still renew
Thy pinching sorrows: therefore bid adieu
To all thy comforts, for thou shalt no more
Injoy those blessings thou injoy'dst before,
Oh how thy horrid tongue shall roar and cry
With Dives for a drop, but no supply
Shall dare t'appear; the more thou crav'st, the less
Thou shalt be heard, for nothing shall express
The least of pleasure to thy per-boyl'd heart,
Thy chiefest food shall be perpetual smart.
Be well assured that thy ears, thy eyes
Shall hear, nor see, nought but extremities,
Be gon, be gon, my fury hates delay,
Hell, and Damnation be thy lot, away.
Sou.
Experience makes me understand thou art
A lively actor, of a deadly part,
I find the greatness of your swelling rage;
Your Prologue speaks 'twould be a bloudy stage
If you might act as King, but Heav'n prevent
The cursed plots of your accurst intent;
I fear thee not, because I know thy power
Is limitted, and thou canst nor devour
Without commission, therefore do thy worst,
And let thy envy swell until it burst
Page 117
And fall to nothing, my Creator gives
Me faith to say that my Redeemer lives,
And will protect me from the rage of those
That are my known and secret deadly Foes.
Thy thundring words shall not make me comply∣ing
For he's unwise that dyes for fear of dying;
Thus being guarded with the shield of grace
I'le spit defyance in thine impious face.
Thou art a Lyon, and thou seek'st for blood
How bad's that soul that dares to think thee good;
Urge me no more, cashiere thy fruitless trouble,
The more thou strivst, the more Ile strive to double
My resolutions, for I dare not venture
To rest my heart on such a bloudy center,
Oh no I dare not; he that shall let go,
A certain friend, for a most certain foe,
Justly deserves, to have no other same,
But what reproach can build upon his name;
Should I permit my rambling thoughts to glance
Upon thy love, the Plea of Ignorance
Could not be prevalent, because 'tis known
Unto the blest-united three in one
That I (by his assistance) have descry'd
Thy real flatt'ry, and thy humble pride;
I dare affirm no greater pride can be
Than that that's acted with humility,
Page 118
But here I'le stop, and leave thee to inherit
Th' effects of a diabolique spirit.
Sat.
Accursed Caitiffe, dost thou think to scape
The fury of my hand, or make a rape
Upon my goodness? no, the Sun and Moon
Shall stop their usual progresses as soon
As I will change my mind; Vengeance is mine
And I'le repay it, on that Soul of thine.
Be gon, be gon, expect thy sudden doom,
It is thy sins give punishment a room:
Let everlasting Plagues, and horrour dwell
Within so fit a Soul; let black-mouth'd Hell
Remove his scituation, and so take
A still continuing Lease, on her him make
A ten'ment of thee, dost thou think that I
Will hear thy prayers? oh no I scorn thee, fie
Away, begon—
Sou.
If words could kill, I had been ere this time
Worded to death, but now I hope to clime
Above the reach of words in thy despight,
Where thou mayst grumble at me, but not bite.
Even as the surly blood-desiring Dog
Ty'd with a chain, or loaded with a clog
Growes fiercer with restraint, and stands in awe
Of nothing but his Master, to whose Law
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He must submit and keep within his list;
For fear will not permit him to resist:
But if some wandring passenger should chance
To walk along, he quickly would advance
His watchful head, and running to and fro
From place to place, he tuggs but cannot go
Beyond his bounds, but labors still in vain
(With fruitless bring of his senseless chain)
To free himself, but when he finds his strength
Is not sufficient to out-go the length
Of his well-fastned chain, he soon divides
His sharp fang'd jawes, and bauls until his sides
And lungs are weary, then he runs the round
Until he layes himself upon the ground:
Where he remaineth much displeas'd and vext,
Seeming to threaten ruine to the next.
So thou (hels ty'd-dog) if thou couldst but strain
And quit thy self from heav'ns fast-holding chain
What Soul should scape thy jaws, or be possest
Of lasting peace, or comfortable rest?
How sad, how miserable had it been
For patient Job, had but thy power been seen
Upon his heart; but Heaven that will controul
In spight of malice, chain'd thee from his soul:
Alas, alas! Thy chain is not so long,
To reach a soul, not is thy power so strong
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To break it at thy pleasure, thou mayst baul
And bark forth envy, but not hurt at all;
If thou art God [as thou pretendest] why,
Why dost thou suffer such a thing as I
T'expostulate so long, and dost not show
Thy Judgements in my speedy overthrow?
Sat. It is my goodness, and not thy desert
That breeds forbearance in my tender heart,
Alas, alas, what honour would accrue
To me in conquering such a thing as you,
I could within a moments time asswage,
(But that my clemency out-vies my rage)
Thy swelling fury, for I could discharge
Vollies of wrath, and easily inlarge
They restless torments, I could make thee run
(Like morning mists before the rising Sun)
Out of my presence, If I should but say
The word be gon, alas thou couldst not stay,
But ah, I cannot, for I hate to harm,
Love guids my strength, & that strength guids my arm.
Even as the Shepherd with bedewed locks
Watches the feeding of his harmless flocks
For fear the bold-fac'd Wolf should chance to peep
Into the coasts of his beloved sheep,
And like a lawless Tyrant, soon commence
(Against those Emblems, of pure innocence)
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A bloody action, which would soon incite
The Shepherds grief, to see so sad a sight,
So I th'eternal Shepherd daily watch
My wel-fed lambs, for fear Hels wolf should catch
Or fright (not being fearful to be bold)
My gentle flocks from their delightful fold;
I am beloved, and mine own, will own
My sacred Name, my voice is not unknown
Unto my sheep, they always will be all
Firmly obedient to my cheerful call,
For which obedience they shall find reward
Nay such a one, as always shall accord
To their desires, thrice happy shall they be
In truly calling, and in owning me
To be their Shepherd, nothing can more please
M'indulgent soul, than such dear flocks as these,
I will preserve them, and no wolf shall dare
To seize upon them, or presume to tear
Their downy fleeces, nothing shall be nearer
Unto my heart, and nothing shall be dearer
In my affections, for I will affect
Even where, and when I finde a true respect.
Sou. What strange contusions hath thy language
bred
Within my serious thoughts? how hast thou fed
My ears with flatteries, but it is in vain;
Because my heart hath vow'd not to retain
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Thy sain'd expressions, nothing shall remove
My Love from God, nor nothing make me love
Thy wretched self; then be content, and cease
To urge my mind, or interrupt my Peace.
Go, do thy worst, and when that worst is done
Sit down as wisely, as thou hast begun.
Sat.
Art thou resolv'd? Well then, let vengeance
Upon thy cursed head, be gon, thou mite
(Nay less) of goodness, go, make haste t'inherit light
Those plagues that wait upon so damn'd a spirit.
Sou.
May this be call▪d a farewell, if it be,
The self same farewell must attend on thee;
I hate, nay, scorn to bid farewell to you,
'Tis charity enough to bid, adieu.