by an Obligation which I could not in conscience break, I had rather have parted with my Life then them: for they were, as the Apostle writes to the Philippians, my hope, my joy, and crown of rejoy∣cing in the Lord Jesus.
That I had a desire again to come unto them, witness those many sufferings, losses, ship∣wracks, fears, streights, dan∣gers, deaths that I did under∣go in that second adventure; and for the Love I bear them, am willing to repeat them over again, not in words only, but in real sufferings, so I might be any way serviceable for the good and salvation of their Souls.