CHAP. XII.
1. * 1.1 IT is not expedient for me doubtlesse, to glory;† 1.2 I will come to visions and revelations of the Lord.]
[Paraphrase] 1. But I shall give over these things, for if I should goe on in it, I should then come to mention the visions and revelations which I have had from God.
2. * 1.3 I knew [note a] a man in Christ above fourteen years agoe, (whether in the body I cannot tell, or whether out of the body, I cannot tell; God knoweth: such a one) † 1.4 caught up to the third heaven.]
[Paraphrase] 2. I know one that was transported in a vision by the Spirit of Christ; that is, I my self about fourteen years past was in an extasie, Act. 22. 18. such an one that I am not able to say whether I were bodily removed, and carried to the third heaven, the place of Gods glorious residence, or whether only in a vision such representations were made to me remaining upon the earth.
3. And I knew such a man (whether in the body, or out of the body, I cannot tell, God knoweth)]
[Paraphrase] 3. I say, I know not which of these it was, God only knows.
4. How that he was caught up into paradise, and heard unspeakable words, which is not lawfull for a man to utter.]
[Paraphrase] 4. But whether bodily, or in vision, me thought I was in the highest heaven ver. 2. here called paradise in respect of the joyes that dwell there, and had such revelations made to me by an Angel from God, as were wonderfull to consider, but which I was forbidden to declare to others.
5. Of such a one will I glory, yet of my self I will not glory, but in mine in∣firmities.]
[Paraphrase] 5. And though I have this abundant matter of glorying, yet shall I not make use of it any farther, or more plainly, but boast only of my sufferings for Christ.
6. For though I would desire to glory, I shall not be a fool; for I will say the truth: but now I forbear, lest any man should think of me above* 1.5 that which he seeth me to be, or that he heareth of me.]
[Paraphrase] 6. For if I would speak of this, I justly might, for it is most certainly true: but I will say no more of this subject, for I desire not to put men into any other opinion of me, then what they have from those more visible evidences, my ordinary constant actions, or words.
7. And lest I should be exalted above measure through the† 1.6 abundance of re∣velations, there was given to me [note b] a thorn* 1.7 in the flesh, the messenger of Satan to buffet me, lest I should be exalted above measure.]
[Paraphrase] 7. And indeed after I had these high transcendent reve∣lations, that I might not be elevated with them, a sharp affliction was sent me in mercy by God, but inflicted on me by Satan and some instruments of his, who dealt very roughly with me, beat me, imprisoned me, scourged me (see Chrysost. Epist. 15. to 7. p. 101. lin. 40.) and this was by God designed to keep me humble.
8. For this thing I besought the Lord thrice, that it might depart from me.]
[Paraphrase] 8. And I earnestly prayed to God to be delivered from it.
9. And he said unto me, My† 1.8 grace is sufficient for thee; for my strength is made perfect in weaknesse. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infir∣mities▪ that the power of Christ may* 1.9 rest upon me.]
[Paraphrase] 9. And the onely answer I received was this, It is enough for thee that what I doe is for thy good; afflictions are the means to doe the Christian most good, the greater the pressures are, the more visible is the perfection of the divine assistance, or, the more thy persecutions are, the more is the Gospel propagated by thee (Theophy∣lact:) nay afflictions therefore are the things I rejoice in (see Heb. 3. a.) more then any thing, even then revelations themselves, as the means by which the power of Christ and his presence may appear more visibly upon me (see note on Rom. 9. b.) then by any other means it could, even in as glorious a manner as that wherein God exhibited himself in the Ark.
10. Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities, in reproaches, in necessities, in persecutions, in distresses for Christs sake: for when I am weak, then am I strong.]
[Paraphrase] 10. This therefore of dis∣eases, and afflictions, and re∣proaches, and persecutions for Christ, is a thing with which I am perfectly pleased, I have nothing of exception against them; for in time of afflictions the strength of Christ is more eminently visible in me, the heavier the pressures are, the greater supports I have from him; or, the more I suffer for, the more Proselytes I gain to, it (Theophylact.)
11. I am become a fool in glorying, ye have compelled me: for I ought to have been commended of you: for in nothing am I behind the very chiefest Apostles, though I be nothing.]
[Paraphrase] 11. You see how vain I am in boasting; yet your ca∣lumnies have made it neces∣sary for me to doe so: For sure I have done and suffered as much as any the most valued Apostle, though indeed I have no rea∣son to have any opinion of my self for all this.