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Archbishop Abbot his Narrative.
Pars Prima.
IT is an Example, so without Example, that in the Sunshine of the Gospel, in the midst of * 1.1 profession of the true Religion, under a gracious King, whom all the World must acknowledge to be blemished with no Vice; a man of my Place and Years, who have done some service in the Church and Commonwealth, so deeply laden with some furious infirmities of Body, should be removed from his ordinary Habitation, and by a kind of de∣portation should be thrust into one end of the Island (although, I must confess, into his own Diocess) that I hold it fit, that the reason of it should be truly understood, lest it may someways turn to the scandal of my Person and Calling.
Which Declaration notwithstanding, I intend not to communicate to any, but to let it lie by me privately, that it being set down impartially, whilst all things are fresh in memory, I may have recourse to it hereafter, if questions shall be made of any thing contained in this Relation.
And this I hold necessary to be done, by reason * 1.2 of the strangeness of that, which by way of Cen∣sure was inflicted upon me, being then of the Age of Sixty five years, incumber'd with the Gout, and afflicted with the Stone, having lived so many years in a place of great Service, and, for ought I know, untainted in any of my Actions, although my Ma∣ster King James, who resteth with God, had both a searching Wit of his own, to discover his Ser∣vants whom he put in trust, whether they took any sinister courses, or no; and wanted not some suggesters about him to make the worst of all mens actions whom they could misreport: Yet this In∣nocency and good Fame to be over-turned in a month, and a Christian Bishop suddenly to be made Fabula Vulgi, to be tossed upon the Tongues of Friends and Foes, of Protestants and Papists, of Court and Countrey, of English and Forreigners, must needs, in common opinion, presuppose some Crime, open or secret: Which being dis∣covered by the King, albeit not fully appearing to the World, must draw on indignation in so high a measure.
I cannot deny, that the indisposition of my Bo∣dy * 1.3 kept me from Court, and thereby gave occasion to Maligners to traduce me, as withdrawing my self from publick Services, and therefore mis∣liking some courses that were taken; which abstain∣ing perhaps neither pleased the King, nor the Great Man that set them on foot.
It is true, that in the turbulancy of some things; I had no great invitements to draw me abroad, but to possess my Soul in patience, till God sent fairer weather: But the true ground of my abstaining from solemn and publick places, was the weakness of my Feet, proceeding from the Gout; which Disease being hereditary unto me, and having possessed me now Nine years, had debilitated me more and more: So that I could not stand at all, neither could I go up or down a pair of Stairs, but besides my Staff, I must have the service of one, at least, of my Men, which was not fit to be ad∣mitted in every place where I was to come.
And although I was oft remembred by the wi∣sest of my Friends, that I might be carried as the old Lord Treasurer Burleigh was, yet I did not think my service so necessary for the Commonwealth, as his Lordships, by long experience; was found to be. I did not value my self at so high a rate, but remembred, that it was not the least cause of o∣verthrow to Robert Earl of Essex, that he prized himself so, as if Queen Elizabeth and the King∣dom could not well have stood, if he had not sup∣ported both the one and the other.
Now for me, thus enfeebled, not with the Gout only, but with the Stone also and Gravel, to wait on the King, or the Council-Table, was by me held a matter most inconvenient. In the Courts of Princes, there is little feeling of the infirmities belonging to old age, they like them that be young and gallant in their actions, and in their cloaths, they love not that men should stick too long in a∣ny room of Greatness, Change and Alteration bringing somewhat with it. What have they to do with Kerchieves and Staves, with lame or sick men? It is certainly true, there is little compassi∣on upon the bodily defects of any. The Scripture speaketh of men standing before Kings, it were an uncouth sight to see the Subject sit the day be∣fore the Coronation, when on the morrow I had work enough for the strongest man in England, being weak in my feet, and coming into White∣hall to see things in a readiness against the next day; yet notwithstanding the Stone and Gout, I was not altogether an inutile Servant in the King's Affairs, but did all things in my House that were to be done, as in keeping the High-Commission Court, doing all inferiour actions conducing thereunto, and dispatching References from his Majesty that came thick upon me.
These Relations which are made concerning me, be of certain truth, but reach not to the rea∣son whereof I was discarded.
To understand therefore the verity, so it is, That the Duke of Buckingham being still great in * 1.4 the favour of the King, could endure no man that would not depend upon him; among other men, had me in his eye, for not stooping unto him so as to become his Vassal. I that had learn∣ed a Lesson, which I constantly hold, to be no man's servant but the King's (for mine own Roy∣al Master, which is with God, and mine own Reason, did teach me so) went on mine own ways, although I could not but observe, That so many as walked in that path, did suffer for it up∣on all occasions, and so did I, nothing wherein I moved my Master taking place: Which finding so clearly, as if the Duke had set some ill character upon me, I had no way but to rest in patience, leaving all to God, and looking to my self as wa∣rily as I might. But this did not serve the turn, his undertaking was so extraordinary, that every one that was not with him, was presently against him; and if a hard opinion were once entertain∣ed, there was no place left for satisfaction or re∣conciliation.
What befell the Earl of Arundel, and Sir Ran∣dal Crew, and divers others, I need not to re∣port; and no man can make doubt but he blew the Coals.
For my self, there is a Gentleman called Sir * 1.5 H. S. who gave the first light what should befall me: This Knight being of more livelyhood than wisdom, had married the Lady D. Sister to the now Earl of E. and had so treated her, that both for safeguard of her Honour, blemished by him scandalously, and for her Alimony or Maintenance (being glad to get from him) she was enforced to endure a Suit in the High-Commission Court: So to strengthen his party, he was made known to the Duke, and by means of a dependant on his Grace, he got a Letter from the King. That the