deep and take pains I cannot. My desires, like those of the
sloathful man, kill me, because my hands refuse to labour, Pro.
21. 25. If every duty were to be rewarded presently with
gold, would I not have been more assiduous in them, than I
have been? And yet I know that a heart full of the grace and
comfort of the holy Ghost, is better than a house full of gold
and silver. O what a composition of stupidity and sloth am
I! I have been all for the short cut to comfort, when con∣stant
experience teacheth, that the farther way about, by
painful duty, is the nearest way to it. What pains do Hus∣bandmen
take? what perils do Seamen run, for a little gain?
O sluggi••h heart! wilt thou do nothing for eternal treasures?
Secondly, if there be such great rewards attending dili∣gence [ 2]
in duty, then why art thou so apt (O my soul) to cast
off duty, because thou findest not present comfort in it? how
quickly am I discouraged, if I presently find not what I ex∣pect
in duty? Whereas, the Well is deep, and much pains
must be taken to draw up those waters of joy, Isa. 12. 3.
there is a golden vein in the mount of duty, but it lyes deep;
and because I meet not with it as soon as I expect, my lazy
heart throws by the shovel, and cryes, Dig I cannot.
Thirdly, if this be indeed the rich and thriving trade, why [ 3]
do I peddle about the poor low things of the world so much,
neglecting the rich trade of godliness for it? O, how much
of my time and strength have these things devoured? Had
I imployed that time in communion with God, would it not
have turn'd to a better account? Think'st thou in earnest,
O my soul, that God hath indowed thee with such excellent
faculties, capable of the most divine and heavenly imploy∣ments,
or that Iesus Christ hath shed his invaluably precious
bloud, or that he hath sent forth the glorious spirit of holi∣ness,
and all this to fit men for no higher or nobler imploy∣ments
than these?
Is this the end of thy wonderful creation? Doth God
whirl about the heavens in endless revolutions, to beget time
for this? or doth he not rather expect that the weightiest
work should engross thy greatest strength, and choicest
hours? O, that I could once consider, what a good Master