after being escaped from their hands, with endeavouring to justify himself he shall never more have forgiveness; and on the Contrary, he that will live secure∣ly is forc'd to tell the World his Goods were most justly Confiscated. He is not therefore permitted to discover the least thought of his Heart. This is certainly an imitating the Cruelty of Caligula, who after he had caused the Sons of a Roman Knight to be Stab••'d, command the Fa∣ther to Sup with him, and to add to his Grief the punishment of Imprison∣ing him. Perijsset (says Seneca) nisi car∣nisici Conviva placuisset.
Those that they treat most rigorously, are the Iews, which were chased by Fer∣dinand and Isabella, and fled for refuge into Portugal. They force them to turn Christians; and altho' they have been there near two Ages, they still call 'em New Christians by way of contempt. The scandal of Heresie or Judaism, is never defaced; for Rome always preserves her Suspicions and Distrusts: It looks very su∣spiciously, as if she was not well perswa∣ded of the force and evidence of the rea∣sons she makes use of, since she distrusts the sincerity of those Converts she has made. Be it how it will, yet these new Christians have not got the good opini∣on of the Inquisitors; and Suspicions, in respect to them, are more severely punish∣ed than a real Crime in another.
But to return to what personally re∣gards our Author; he says, that after be∣ing a long time shut up in the dark Lodg∣ings of the Holy Inquisition, he was permit∣ted Audience. He prostrated himself at the feet of the Inquisitor, by this humble posture and his tears to prevail upon him. But this obdurate Judge having commanded him to rise up, conjured him coldly, by the Bowels of the Mercy of our Lord Iesus Christ to confess his crime: He with a good courage recited all we have related, and alledged the Council of Trent to justifie himself about Images. He observ'd only, that the Inquisitor ap∣peared surprized, and that he was so ig∣norant, he never heard that Council mentioned before: But they sent him back without making any explanation of the Crimes he was guilty of. He was carried three or four times back to the same Audience, and the same desires were reiterated to make him confess without further clearing of the Matter, so that at last he abandoned himself to Despair through the slowness and cruelty of these dumb Proceed∣ings, and resolved to put a Period to his Life. To effect which, he feigned himself sick, and said he wanted bleed∣ing; they let him Blood, and assoon as he was alone, he again opened his Vein, and had bled to death, if the Keeper had not entred; who instead of having that Compassion, which such a sight ought to have produced, chain'd up his Flands and his Neck: What redoubled his dis∣contents, was, those that served him with what he had, never spoke to him, that by all manner of Circumstances they might encrease his Terror.
As to what they call the Acts of Faith, which are the days wherein they con∣demn the Guilty, and absolve the Inno∣cent, they come but once in two or three years, so he expected that time with much impatience. He was howe∣ver very much surprized, when at Mid∣night a Keeper brought him a suit of black Cloth, streaked with white, and roughly commanded him to put it on; he doubted not but it was to be the pre∣paration to his punishment: Thus after many efforts, being fill'd with mortal Apprehensions, he took the Habit; two hours after he was brought out, and con∣ducted under a Gallery, where was a doleful sight, there he saw 200 of his miserable Companions, set in order a∣gainst a Wall, to whom they did not so much as permit the use of their Eyes. They were not all cloathed after the same manner: For their Habits were different according to the nature of their Crime and Condemnation; those that are de∣stined to fire, have Garments, whereon the Picture of the Sufferer is laid upon fire-brands, with flames and Devils all about him. As they were ignorant of the formalities of the holy office, so there might be observ'd in their Faces the di∣vers motions of fear, shame and grief, wherewith they were inspir'd. For it seems 'tis a part of their Ingenuity to for∣get nothing that may add to their fear. As soon as the day appear'd, the misera∣ble Wretches were conducted to the Church, holding in their Hands a yel∣low Wax Candle for the Act of Faith, where every one received his Judgment. After two years Imprisonment, our Au∣thor was condemned to serve five years in the Gallies, with Confiscation of his Goods; those who were to be burnt, were given up to the Secular power, by the holy Inquisition, with instant prayer to use them with Clemency, or at least, if they thought them worthy of Death, that it might be without effusion of Blood. The se∣cular Justice doubts not of the Infallibility of the holy Tribunal, but burns 'em im∣mediately without Examination, agreeing with much Humanity, that that is no Ef∣fusion of Blood. They carry also with 'em some Boxes full of dead Men's Bones, that have been accused many years before, and this makes up part of the Process. But to return to our Au∣thor, after he was redeemed from the Gallies, by the Credit of his Friends, he return'd into France, being resolv'd to pay no more Visits to the Inquisition, nor engage a Rival Inquisitor above all Rivals.