now he turneth away his face from thee: once thou deny∣edst crumbs to Lazarus, now he denyeth water to thee, not a spoonful, not a drop of water.
Oh Abraham, but now if I had my goods, I would give Lazarus all for a drop of water: Now if I had a million of gold, I would give it all for a drop of water, now if I had a world of wealth, I would give it all to Lazarus: therefore good Abraham, one drop; But he answered, No, not a drop.
Not a drop; then cursed be the day wherein I was born, and cursed be the night wherein I was conceived; cursed be my Father that begot me; and cursed be my Mother that bare me; cursed be the place that kept me; cursed be the delicate Robes that cloathed me, cursed be the delicate meat that fed me: let me be most accursed of all creatures both in Heaven and Ea••th.
Oh! cursed, cursed, most accursed Soul,
Where am I now? what Fiends are those that howl▪
They seize upon me, they torment me sore,
I Shriek with anguish, they in fury roar.
In Earths deep center; dark and dreadful Cell,
Where only angry damned Spirits dwell
In grossest darkness, yet my sight so clear,
M••••t hideous Visions to the same appear.
In Hell, indeed, where I indure that curse
Which shall not cease, but be hereafter worse
In fire infernal; out of measure h••t,
Which ever burns, and yet consumeth not.
I rave, I curse, and I accuse my fate,
As if such torments were unjust, too great;
But Conscience nips me with, not so; I try
To kill that worm, but oh! it will not dye.