as a Legalist, as some say, but as truly converted, will appear, if we
consider, that in another place, Gal. 5. 17. the Apostle speaks of all the godly,
as thus exercised, The flesh lusteth against the Spirit, and the Spirit against the
flesh; So that whatsoever is done holily and godlily, it is alwayes cum luctâ car∣nis,
and therefore grace is the mortifying of the flesh: Now our sins will not
be put to death, without some pain and reluctancy to the carnal part. There∣fore
this is a perpetual concomitant of every godly man, he hath a combate and
spiritual conflicting within him, and this makes him often in so many agonies,
this makes him so earnestly watching and praying against all temptations; now
come we to natural people, they feel not the least strugling within them, all is
quiet, and at ease, because they are wholly in their original sinne, they were born
in; And this makes it plain likewise, that all their praying, hearing, all the re∣ligious
duties they ever performed, were never done in an holy and godly man∣ner,
because there was no reluctancy, or inward combate, but they did them in
a customary, formal way, without any spiritual life or motion, for flesh will
not fight against flesh. Indeed there is a combate between conscience in its con∣viction
and corruption, even in some unregenerate men, as in Aristotle's incon∣tinent
man, as distinguished from his intemperate, and that is known, of Me∣dea,
video meliora, proboque, deteriora sequor, I see and approve better things, but
follow the worse: And some would have Paul's combate to be no other, be∣cause
he cals it, The Law of his mind, fighting with the Law in his members, but
that is not cogent, as is more largely to be shewed in its time. Though therefore
there be a reluctancy in some unregenerate men, yet that is not like the conflict
in the godly, because amongst other differences, this is one principal. The god∣ly
man being regenerated in every part of the soul, though not perfectly, his will
is sanctified as well as his mind: Hence the combate and opposition in a godly
man, is between the same faculty sanctified, and the flesh still abiding in that part,
his holy will against his corrupt will; so that not only his mind and conscience
is against sinne, but his will also, so farre as sanctified: Hence the same Apostle
makes the opposition between will and will, What I would not, that I do, and
though captivated by lust, yet at that very time, delighting in the Law of God,
in the inward man; whereas in unregenerate men, they have only an opposi∣tion
between their conscience, and their heart. The mind suggests one thing,
but the will and affections wholly incline another way; Therefore that light
in their consciences is a trouble and vexation to them, they do all they can to
extinguish it.
The Doctrine then of original corruption, informing us. That it abideth still
in a man, while he liveth upon the earth, doth inform the truly godly, that they
must alwayes expect agonies and conflicts within, like fire and water met toge∣ther,
so will grace and corruption be; Therefore by this very combat, we may
discern true grace, and it's counterfeit; for presumption, which would be
thought faith, is easie, we find no opposition to it, but faith is put forth with
much difficulty; so godly sorrow put forth upon pure and spiritual motives, is
greatly assaulted by the flesh within us, but worldly sorrow or mourning, though
for sinne, because of temporal judgments only that is easie, we are carried to it
from a propensity within, from a love to our selves.
Hence lastly, The main and principal effect of the true knowledge of our ori∣ginal
defilement, is to bring the soul humbled and burdened under it, to a true
and real esteem of Christ, and his Grace. So much as we take off from origi∣nal
sinne, making it either no sinne, or the least sinne, or quite abolished after
Baptism, so much do we take off from the grace of God in Christ. Hence the
Apostle, Rom. 5. when he maketh that famous opposition between the first
Adam and the second, the gift of grace by one, and the condemnation by the
other, he pitcheth upon that first disobedience, by which we are made sinners,