of God; They were appointed to be hand-maidens to the rational powers of
the soul, but now they are become Hagars to this Sarab, yea they are become
like Antichrist, for they lift themselves up above all that is called God in the soul.
The understanding and conscience is made to us, as God appointed Moses to
Pharaoh, it is ordained as a god to us; but these passions will be exalted above it,
and so man is led, not by reason, not by conscience, but by affections; This is
the very reason, why either in matters of faith towards God, or in mat∣ters
of transactions with men, our judgements are seldome partly and
sincerely carried out to the truth, but some affection or other doth
turn the balance in all things; Therefore as Abraham was to go out of his
own Countrey, and so to worship God in a right manner: Thus if we would
ever have a sound faith, a right judgement, we must come out of all affections
that may prepossess us; What a wofull aggravation of our sinfull misery is this,
that our affections should come thus boldly and set themselves in the throne of the
soul, that they should bid us judge, and we judge, that they should bid us believe,
and we believe? So that we most justly in a spiritual sense complain, as the Jews
in a temporal one, Servants have ruled over us; Is not this a more troublesome
judgement then that of the Aegyptians, when Frogs came croaking into their
very chambers, or when vermine and lice assaulted them every where? But who it
there by nature, that though he be tossed up and down by these storms and tem∣pests
and ready to sink into hell, yet doth not lie fast asleep, not thinking he is
ready to perish?
¶. 2.
2. In regard of the first Motions and Risings of them.
SEcondly, The sinfulness of these passions is seen, In regard of the first motions
and risings of them; whereas God made them at first to serve the more noble
parts of the soul, and to stirre at their command; Now upon every temptation
presented, they flie about us as so many Hornets, and we cannot keep them
down; Adam being made in integrity, as he had a command over all the beasts
of the field, and birds of the air, so also much more over his affections and passi∣ons,
which were the bruitish part in him; He was, as the Poets seign of their
Aeolus who had all the winds in a bladder, and so could make them blow when
he pleased and no longer: Thus Adam could love, desire, as he pleased; These
did not move in him, till he commanded: But now wo and again, wo to us who are
brought into such vassalage, that we are indeed Servi servorum, slaves to slaves;
Now our love riseth whether we will or no; now our fear, our anger breaketh
into the soul, and it cannot resist it: Now that which Aristotle said of anger, is
true of the other passions, that they are like an unnurtured dog, which runneth
and fastens upon an object before his master setteth him on; or like an over-hasty
servant that runneth upon his errand, before he doth understand it: This then
is greatly to be bewailed, that our affections rise first in us, they move before
our understanding moveth; These swarms flie out before the King-Bee leadeth
them the way; That expression concerning Christ, where it is said, He was
troubled, is noted to be in the active sense, in the original 〈 in non-Latin alphabet 〉〈 in non-Latin alphabet 〉, John
11. 33. He troubled or moved himself; for it was not with the holy humane na∣ture
of Christ, as it is with ours, he being without sinne, had the Sovereign
power over every affection that was in him, he loved and grieved, as he pleased,
they were under the free exercise of his will, but we are sold under these affecti∣ons,
they bind us and lead us whether we would not: Oh what an unspeakable