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THe next Act is that which is called Fruition; An operation (you heard) of the will, when it doth possess a thing, as its ultimate end, end resting in it, as a center, and desiring no further; For as the stone cannot of it self hang in the air, but must descend to the earth, and there it resteth: So the will of man mo∣veth up and down in a restless manner, like Noah's Dove, till it find out an ob∣ject wherein it doth acquiesce with fulness of content. Now there is no object that we may thus frui, enjoy ultimately, and for it self's sake, but God onely. That distinction of frui and uti, to enjoy and use only, which Austin first exco∣gitated, the Schoolmen are large upon; To enjoy a thing, is to have it for its self sake, referring it to no further end, for the Rule is, Appetitus finis, is in∣finitus, The soul never hath enough of that which it ultimately desireth, but yet desireth nothing else but that. As in Philosophy it is said, Materia semper appetit formam, the Matter doth constantly desire new forms in sublunary things; Hence is that frequent alteration, transmutation and generation, but in the hea∣venly bodies, the matter (they say) is satiated, desireth no other, because of the great activity and perfection of that form; Thus it is in moral things, the heart of a man, while carried out to any earthly thing, cannot meet with its complement and fulness of blessedness, and therefore like the Horsleech still cry∣eth, Give, give, Sen caret optatis, seu fruitur miser est. It is a Sheol that is alwayes craving, onely when terminated upon God, because he is bonum quo nihil melius, there cannot be any good desirable, which is not transcendently in him; therefore the sanctified will doth enjoy him onely: Thus David, Whom have I in heaven but thee, and none in earth in comparison of thee; In Heaven Da∣vid had none but God, not Angels nor Arch-angels, Heaven would not be Heaven, if God were not enjoyed. Indeed Divines do commonly call the en∣joyment of God in Heaven fruition, and that is immediate, compleat and perfect fruition, but yet even in this life, believers partake of God, have communion with him, and do enjoy him. It is indeed by saith, not yet by vision, but the object of faith is as real and operative in the soul, though not to such a full de∣gree, as the object seen Thus you see, that according to the true order and constitution of things, God onely is to be enjoyed, he onely is to be loved, and desired for his own sake, and all things else in reference to him. But on the breadth, the depth and length of our natural defilement therein! What spiritu∣al Geometry can measure the dimensions hereof? For doth not every natural man enjoy something or other, which is as a God to him? Why is Covetousness called Idolatry? Why are some said to have their belly a God? Is not all this, be∣cause they love these things, and enjoy these things for their own selfe's sake? Whereas we ought only to use them, as instruments of Gods glory, and advan∣tages of grace, not to abide or dwell in them; They are to be taken as Physick, which is not received for its selfe's sake, but because of health; So that were it not for health, a man would never use it: Thus it ought to be with us, in all the comforts we have in this world, to use them no further then they are subservient to our spiritual condition; we are ex officio discendere, not cupiditate ruere, such a crucified and circumcised heart the Apostle exhorteth to, 1 Cor. 7. The time is short, those that marry must be as if they married not, those that rejoyce, as if they rejoyced not If a man desire a garment, he would not have all the cloath in the Countrey, but as much as serveth for his garment; So neither are we to desire wealth, riches, honours, any comfort without end, but as much as will conduce