thy bane. And who would wilfully live such a life as this?
5. What comfort canst thou find in any thing which thou pos∣sessest? Methinks friends, and honors, and house, and lands, should do thee little good, till thou know that thou hast the love of God with all; and shalt have Rest with him when thou leavest these. Offer to a prisoner before he know his sentence either musick, or clothes, or lands, or preferment, and what cares he for any of these? till he know how he shall scape for his life, and then he will look after these comforts of life, and not before; for he knows if he must dye the next day, it will be small comfort to dye rich or honorable. Methinks it should be so with thee, till thou know thine eternal state: Dost not thou as Ezek. 12.18. Eat thy bread with quaking, and drink thy drink with trembling and carefulness, and say, Alas, though I have these to refresh my body now, yet I know not what I shall have hereafter! Even when thou liest down to take thy rest, methinks the uncertainty of thy Salvation should keep thee wa∣king, or amaze thee in thy dreams, and trouble thy sleep; and thou shouldst say as Job in a smaller distress then thine, Job 7.13, 14. When I say, My bed shall comfort me, my couch shall ease my com∣plaint; then thou scarest me through dreams, and terrifiest me through visions.
6. Doth it not grieve thee to see the people of God so com∣fortable, when thou hast none thy self? and to think of the Glory which they shall inherit, when thou hast no assurance thy self of ever enjoying it?
7. What shift dost thou make to think of thy dying hour? Thou knowest it is hard by, and there's no avoyding it, nor any medicine found out that can prevent it: Thou knowest it is the King of terror, Job 18.14. and the very inlet to thine unchange∣able state: The godly that have some assurance of their future wel∣fare, have yet much ado to submit to it willingly, and find, that to dye comfortably is a very difficult work. How then canst thou think of it then without astonishment, who hast got no assurance of the Rest to come? If thou shouldst dye this day (and who knows what a day may bring forth, Prov. 27.1.) thou dost not know whether thou shalt go straight to Heaven or to Hell: And canst thou be merry till thou art got out of this dangerous state? Methinks that in Deut. 28.25, 26, 27. should be the looking-glass of thy heart.