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* 1.1SECT. XV.
TEnthly and lastly, It will yet make the vvound in their Con∣sciences much deeper, vvhen they shall remember, that it vvas not onely their own doing, but that they vvere at so much cost and pains for their own damnation: What great undertakings did they ingage in for to effect their ruin? To resist God, to conquer the Spirit, to overcome the power of Mercies, Judgments, and the Word it self, to silence Conscience! all this did they take upon them, and perform. What a number of sins did they manage at once? vvhat difficulties did they set upon? even the conquering of the power of Reason it self. What dangers did they adven∣ture on? Though they walked in continual danger of the wrath of God, and knew he could lay them in the dust in a moment; though they knew they lived in danger of eternal perdition, yet would they run upon all this. What did they forsake for the service of Satan, and pleasures of sin? They forsook their God, their Conscience, their best Friends, their eternal hopes of salva∣tion▪ and all. They that could not tell how to forsake a lust, or a little honor or ease for Christ; yet can lose their souls, and all, for sin. O the labour that it costeth poor wretches to be damned! Sobriety they might have at a cheap rate, and a great deal of health and ease to boot; and yet they will rather have Gluttony and Drunkenness, with poverty, and shame, and sickness, and belch∣ings, and vomitings; with the outcries and lamentations of wife, and children, and Conscience it self. Contentedness they might have with ease and delight; yet will they rather have Covetous∣ness and Ambition, though it cost them study and care, and fears and labour of body and minde, and 〈◊〉〈◊〉 continual unquietness and distraction of spirit, and usually a shameful overthrow at the last Though their anger be nothing but a tormenting themselves, and Revenge and Envy do consume their spirits, and keep them upon a continual ••ack of disqu••et, though uncleanness destroy their bo∣dies, and states, and names; and though they are foretold of the hazard of their eternal Happiness, yet will they do and suffer all this▪ rather then suffer their souls to be saved. How fa••t runs Gehezi for his Leprosie? what cost and pains is Nimrod at to purchase an universal confusion? How doth an Amorous Amnon pine himself