THE ELEVENTH BOOKE OF THE FAMILIAR EPISTLES OF M. T. CICERO.
Decimus Brutus, to Marcus Brutus, and Caius Cassius. Epist. 1.
THis shall serue, to in∣forme you, in what state we stand, Ye∣sterday in the eue∣ning Hirtiu• was with me, and decla∣red vnto me what Antonius meaning was; as bad as might be, and most tre∣cherous. Page 564 For he said, that he could not giue ouer the Prouince to me: neither thought he that any of vs, could re∣maine secur•ly in Rome: because the mindes o• the souldiers, and plebeians were terriblie prouoked. Both which things, that th•y are false, I thinke you very well conceiue; and on the contra∣rie, that, that is true, which Hirtius re∣la•ed; that Antonius feares, if our digni∣tie get neuer so little assistance, no place would remaine for him in the Com∣mon-wealth. Finding my selfe in these perplexities, I thought good to demand a free Embassie for my selfe; and for our o•her friends, to finde some honest meanes for our depar•u•e. Which hee hath promised me to obtaine. And yet I am not confident, that he can procure it: so great is mens insolencie, & their persecution of vs. And yet if they should grant this Embassie; neuerthelesse I su•pose, that not long after wee should be e••eemed rebells; and they will pub∣lish some proclam•tion to interdict vs •ire, and water. What is therefore your aduise? We must ye•ld to Fo•tune; leaue Italie, and goe to Rhodes, or in∣to some other pa•t of the world. If better fortune present it selfe, wee will returne to Rome: i• indifferent, we will liue in exile: i• the worst of all, we will haue recourse, to the l•st refuges• Here, peraduenture some of you will say: Page 565 wherefore will you attend while the last cast, rather then presently attempt some thing? Because wee know not whither we should goe, but to Sixtus Pompeius, and Bassus Ceci•ius: who I suppose hearing this newes of Caesar, will collect greater force. Wee shall come to them •ime enough, if we once know what they can performe. If you will haue me promise any thing for ey∣ther of you two, I will passe my word: for Hirtius requires me to doe it. I pray, write •acke vnto me without delaie; For I make no qu•stion, but Hi•tius will aduertise me of the for•said mat∣te•s, within the compasse of •oure houres. Returne me answere in w•i∣ting, where we s•all meete, and whi∣ther I must come. A•ter Hirtius last discourse, I •hought good to demand, that we might haue leaue to remaine in Rome with publicke guard: the which I thinke they will not graunt vs. For all R••e would become their enemie, if it saw that we could not remaine secure without a guard. I haue notwithstan∣ding prefe•red all those r•quests, which I iudged reasonable. Fare ye well.
Marcus Brutus, and Caius Cassi∣us Praetors, to Marcus Antonius Consull. Epist. 2.
IF we made any question of your loue and fidelitie towards vs, we would not haue written these things vnto you: the which we are assured you will take in very good part: being, as you are, our friend, and a man of sincerest loy∣altie. We are informed by writing, that a great multitude of old souldiers, are now come to Rome, and that the first of Iune there wi•l be a farre greater num∣ber. If we either doubted or suspected you, we should doe contrarie to our iudgement, and vsuall custome. But certainly, we hauing been in your pow∣er; and by your aduise dismissing our municipall friends; and performed this not only by edict, but also by letters; we are worthie to be made partakers of your intention; especially in a matter wherein we are interres•ed. Wherupon we request you, to let vs vnderstand, how you stand affected towards vs; and whither you thinke we may liue secure, in so great a recourse of old souldiers: who, as we heare, are determined to set the pillar vp againe. Whereunto if you consent; it seemes not that any man can thinke it well done, that hath any Page 567 respect of our honour, and safetie. The successe hath shewed, that from the be∣ginning wee aimed at quietnesse; and sought no other thing but common li∣bertie. None can deceiue vs heerein, but your selfe; which were farre from your worth, and fidelitie. Neither hath any man else any meanes to deceiue vs. For in you onely we haue, and must put our confidence. Our friends though they well know your constancie, yet they are much perplexed for vs; consi∣dering that the multitude of old soul∣diers, may more easilie by any other be excited, then by you curbed. I pray be pleased to answer vs particularly to euery thing. It were a great follie to beleeue, that these old souldiers are called to Rome, because in the moneth of Iune, you were to take order in the Senate, about their aduancement. For, what can you thinke should hinder you herein, being assured, that in this we no waies meane to oppose you? Wee ought not to seeme ouer desirous of life to any man; in that no mischiefe can fall on vs, without the ruine, and con∣fusion of all things. Farewell.
Brutus, and Cassius Praetors; to Antonius, Consull. Ep. 3.
WE haue read your letters, very con•ormable to your edict; outragious, threatning, and altogether vnworthie, both of your selfe, and vs. Antonius, wee haue no waies iniur'd you: neither did we thi•ke, that you would haue wondred, that, being Prae∣tors, and men of that qualitie, we had by edict demanded any thing of the Consull. Wherfore though you take it in disdaine, that we were so bold as to do it: [yet] giue vs leaue to grieue, that you should not vouchsa•e this fauour to Br•tus, and to Cassius. For, whereas you say you complained not, concerning the leuying of souldiers, and imposing of tributes, mustering of armi•s, and sending of messengers beyond sea: we easily beleeue yo•, that you did it out of a good inten•ion: neuerthelesse we confesse not, that euer wee did any of these things• and wee wonder at you, that, hauing concealed these matters, you could not suppresse your choller, which hath [so farre] transported you [as] to cast in our teeeth the death of Caesar. But how this may be supported, Imagine you: that, the Praetors resol∣uing, for concords sake, and libertie, by Page 569 way of Edict; may not leaue their own right in the gouernment they haue, but the Consull should threaten them with armes. It importeth not, that you through confidence you haue in them should goe about to terrifie vs. For it is not well done; nor is it fitting that we vpon any danger whatsoeuer should be frighted. Neither should Antonius seeke to command them, by whose action he himselfe hath freedome. If we were induced by others occasions to raise a ciuill war; your letters could be of no effect: they, bearing little respect to threats, who preferre libertie before all things. But you know well, that we cannot be prouoked to any noueltie. And peraduenture you threa∣ten vs, by reason that what we doe out of iudgement, you suppose proceedes f•om feare. Our minde is this: that we desire so long as the Common-wealth may be also Free, that you should therein be both great, and ho∣nourable: our desire is not to haue a∣ny enmitie with you: but yet we make more account of our owne libertie, then of your ami•ie. Consider well what enterprise you vndertake, and what forces you haue to support it, and thinke not how long Caesar liued, but how little he raigned. Wee d•sire the gods, that your des•eignes may be be∣neficiall to the Common-wealth, and Page 570 your selfe: If otherwise; we wish, that, with the safetie, and honour of the Common-wealth, they m•y be little preiudiciall to your selfe. The fourth of August.
Decimus Brutus Imperator, to Cicero. Epist. 4.
IF I made any question of your af∣fection towards me, I would intreat you in many words to defend mine honour. But doubtlesse that is true, which I perswade my selfe; which is; that I haue a great place in your heart. I went against the Transalpini with mine Armie, not so much to obtaine the title of Imperator, as to satisfie the souldiers, and confirme them in de∣fence of our cause: the which in my opinion I haue obtained. For they haue had a triall both of our liberalitie, and affection. I haue encountred with people warlike aboue all others: I haue there taken many Castles, and sacked many, I wrote not to the Senate, with∣out iust cause, that they would affoord me the honour of that I sue for by sup∣plications. Helpe me to obtaine it: for you shall performe a matter profitable Page 571 also to the Common-wealth. Fare∣well.
Cicero to Decimus Brutus Impe∣rator. Epist. 5.
LVpus our familiar friend being come from your parts; and re∣maining at Rome some pretie time; I was [retired] in a place, where I thought my selfe secure. For which cause Lupus returned to you, without my letters, hauing neuerthelesse pro∣cured me to haue yours. Now, I am come to Rome the ninth of December, and I desired nothing more, then to go presently and finde out Pansa: from whom I heard those things of you, which I desired greatly. Whereupon, though I know that I neede vse no pro∣uocation of words to incite you, ha∣uing of your selfe effected such a mat∣ter, as in the memorie of man, there was neuer any more famous: yet I thought good to certifie you briefely, how the people of Rome, expect all things from you; and that in you it reposeth all hope, that once it shall re∣couer it lost libertie. Now, I make no doubt, that, although day, and night you should call to minde, (which I am Page 572 sure you doe) how great a matter you haue accomplish'd; [yet] you cannot be forgetfull, how great those things are, which you must yet compasse. For if it should so come to passe, that Anto∣nius, should depriue you of Gallia; (to whom doubtlesse, I was euer a friend, till I perceiued, that he not onely open∣ly; but also wilfully, makes warre a∣gainst the Common-wealth;) there would remaine no refuge for our safety. Where•ore, I request you; as also the Senate and people of Rome intreat you, that you will for euer redeeme the Common•wealth, •rom tyranny, that the end may be answerable to your be∣ginning. This is your o•fice: this is required, and this I will not say is ex∣pected f•om you, but euen challenged, not only by our Citie, but by all the world. Al•hough, you needing no exhortatio•s, a• I haue before written; I will vrge this point no further, I will doe wh•tsoeuer belongs to me; and to promise you all offices, fauours, en∣deauours, and counsells; wherein so∣euer i• occurres, that by them your praise, and glory may bee aduanced. And therefore I would haue you fi•me∣ly beleeue, that I, as well in respect of the Common-wealth, which is more deare vnto me then my life; as also be∣cause I affect your honour, and the augmentation of your dignitie, will Page 573 neuer faile, in your honest designes, and in your greatnesse, and renowne to further you. Farewell.
Cicere to Decimus Brutus Imperator. Ep. 6.
OVr friēd Lupus arriuing at Rome, the sixth day after his departure from Mutina, came the morr•w after be∣times to finde me; and carefully deli∣uered vnto me, what you had commit∣ted to him; and gaue me your letters. Whereas you commend vnto me your honor; I esteeme, that at the same in∣stant you recommend vnto me mine owne: which ce•tain•ly is not dearer to me then yours. And therefore, you shall performe a thing acceptable to me, if you assure your selfe, that neither my counsell, nor fauour s•all bee any where wanti•g to your commendati∣ons. The Tribunes of the people in∣timating, that the Senate should be assembled the xx. of December; and I determining, to consult about a guard for the d•signed Con•ulls: though I resol••d, not to come into the Senate, before the first of Ianuarie: notwith∣standing, becau•e your ed•ct was pub∣lished the selfe-same day, I thought it Page 574 ver• vnfi•••ng, that there ••ould either be a Senate, wherin your diuine merits towards the Common-wealth should be forgotten, (which would haue been look't vnto, though I had not beene present) or that any thing should bee spoken in aduancement of your honor, in which I had not beene there assistant. And therefore in the morning I went to the Senate house. Which being ob∣serued: a great number of Senators repaired thither: and what I effected for you in the Senate, and deliuered af∣terwards in speech vnto the people, in the presence of an infinite audience, I had rath•r you should vnde•stand by others letters. This I desire you would bee perswaded, that, all those things, which shall appertaine to the increase of your dignitie, (which of it selfe is very great) I will alwaies with especiall care embrace, and defend. Wherein though I perceiue I shall haue many as∣sociates; yet will I endeuour after such a manner, that the first place shall re∣maine to my selfe. Farewell.
Cicero to Decimus Brutus Impe∣rator. Epist. 7.
LVpus hauing call'd together mee, Libo, and Seruius your cozen, at my house; what my opinion was, I think you haue vnderstood from C•eius Seius, who was present at that consu•ta∣tion. The rest, though Graeceius came a while after Seius: n•uerthelesse, from Grae•eius you may vnderstand it. But the sum is this; which I would haue you well to note, and keepe in minde: That in preseruing the freedome, and safetie of the people of Rome, you should not attend vpon the autho∣ritie of the Senate, not yet at liberty. (For, this were a controlling, and reuo∣cation of what you haue done: for, if you •hould reduce the Common-wealth to liberty, this you had done by no publique counsell, but of your selfe: and therfore 'twas your greater praise.) and you should inferre, that young (or rather the childe) Caesar did foolishly, to embrace so publique a businesse vpon his priuate counsell. Finally, you should make shew, that first you held all the olde souldiers, your war-associates, for fooles; rus•icall men; but valiant per∣sons, and excellent Citizens: as also the Martian, and fourth Legion, who Page 576 denounced their Consull, Rebell; and reuolted, to de•end the safety of the Common-wealth. The will of the Se∣nate must bee held for authority, when authority is by feare hindered. Last of all, you haue now twice taken the en∣terprise vpon your selfe: Wherefore, you must sticke to what you haue done, First, the thirteenth of March; and then againe lately; because you assembled a new Armie, and new forces. And ther∣fore you must be so prepared, and pro∣uided for euerie thing, that you stand not vpon commission, in performance of euerie seruice: but, that you effect those matters, that may with wonder∣full admiration, of euerie man, haue al∣lowance. Farewell.
Cicero to Decimus Brutus Impe∣rator. Epist. 8.
WHen Paula, your wife, gaue me to vnderstand, that if I would write any thing to you, I might doe it: I then had nothing to write. For all things hung in suspence, by reason of the expectation of the Ambassadours, from whom, as yet, there was no newes, what they had effected. Yet I thought good, to write this unto you: First, that Page 577 the Senate, and people of Rome, doe thinke of you, not onely in respect of their owne safetie, but also for your dignitie. For, all Rome is wonderfully affected to your name, and beares you singular loue; h•ping constantly, that as before you freed the Common-wealth from a Tyrant, so at this pre∣sent, you will deliu•r it from Tyrannie. There is a presse of souldiers in Rome, and thorowout all I•aly, if it may bee termed a presse, when all men willingly offer themselues: so great a feruencie is entred in•o the minds of men through the desire of libertie, and out of the ha∣tred, of so long a seruitude. For the rest, wee must now depend vpon your letters, and bee aduertized what you doe, and our Hirtius, and my Caesar: who, I hope ere long, will in you com∣panie be victorious. It remaines, that I noufie vnto you in writing, that, of my selfe, which I hope and desire, you may vnderstand from your friends, that I neither am, or euer will bee wanting in anie thing, that concernes your honor. Farewell.
Decimus Brutus to Cicero. Epist. 9.
YOu know what losse the Com∣mon-wealth sustained, by the death of Pansa, now it is requisite, that you, with your authoritie and pru∣dence, should prouide; that our ene∣mies, by the death of the Consuls, may not hope to recouer themselues. I will take a course, that Antonius shall not be able to stay in Italy. I'le pursue him without delay. These two things I hope to compasse: That neither V•nti∣dius shall escape, nor Antonius plant himselfe in Italy. Aboue all, I entreat you, that you would send to that same wauering, or inconstant Lepidus, to the end he may not renew vs the warre, by colleaguing himselfe, with Antonius. For, touching Pollio Asinius, I suppose you conceiue, what he resolues on. The Legions of Lepidus, and Asinius, are ve∣rie manie, and mightie. Neither write I these things vnto you, because I know not, that you in like manner haue them in consideration; but, because I am assured, if peraduenture you should be doubtfull; that Lepidus will neuer per∣fo•me the office of a good Citizen. I also pray you, so to worke, that Plancus may aide vs: who, I hope, now that Page 579 Antonius is ouerthrowne, will not fall from the Common-wealth. If Antonius passe the Alpes, I am resolu'd to place a Guard there, and to aduertize you particularly of what succeedeth. The xxviij. of April, from the Campe at Regium.
Decimus Brutus to Cicero. Epist. 10.
I Doe not think the Common-wealth more bound to me, then I am to you. And you see verie well, that I cannot be more gratefull to you, then they are to me maglignant. And if it seeme, that I speak this, to apply my selfe to the qua∣litie of the times; I desire your iudge∣ment, rather then all theirs of th'other side. For you, without all passion, and according to truth censure me: which they, hindred by extreme malice, and enuie, doe not. But let them gaine-say at their pleasure, that I may not bee honoured: so they prohibite not, that I may conueniently execute the affaires of the Common-wealth. The which, in how great danger it is, I will explaine vnto you, with the grea∣test breuitie I can possible. First, what a confusion growes in the Citie, by the death of the Consuls, and what a passi∣on Page 580 men enter into, when that Magistra∣cie is uacant, you know sufficientlie. I make account I haue written to the full of those matters, that may bee com∣mitted to letters, for I know to whom I write. Now I returne to the busi∣nesse of Antonius. Who, after the dis∣comfiture, finding his power to be but a small band of disarmed foot: by set∣ting the bondmen at libertie, and pres∣sing by force all sorts of men, hee hath drawne together a good number of souldiers. Whereunto the force of Ven•idius was after ioyned; which with a most toilesome march, is arriued at Vada, beyond the Appenine, where it is vnited with Antonius. There are with Ven•idius of old souldiers, and armed, a verie great number. A••onius intenti∣ons must needs be these; either to re∣paire to Lepidus, if hee can be receiued: or to lye vpon the Appennine, and the Alpes, and scowring the Countrey with his Cau•llerie, which he hath in abun∣dance, to sacke those parts, which hee scowreth: or to retire againe into He∣truri•, because that quarter of Italy, is without anie Armie. But if Caesar had past the Appenni••, as I did councel him; I had bro•ght Antonius to that streight, that hee should rather by famine, then by sword, haue perished. But neither can wee command Caesar, nor Caesar his Armie: which are two difficulties of Page 581 great consequence. Now matters stan∣ding in these termes, I care not though men, in respect of my selfe, as before I wrote, doe crosse me. But yet I feare, that either fit prouisions cannot bee made, or, that when you shall make them, some obstacle will bee interpo∣sed. I can no longer pay the souldiers. When I took in hand to free the Com∣mon-wealth, I had more then foure millions in readie money. Now, I haue not onely not anie part in mine owne substance; but all the friends I had, I haue engaged. I giue maintenance to seuen Legions; with what difficultie, imagine you. If I had Varro's treasures, I could not defray the charges. As soon as I haue anie certaintie of Anton•us, I will let you vnderstand of it. Bee plea∣sed to loue me, especially, when in me you finde the like affection. This fifth of May, from •he Campe at Derthona. Farewell.
Decimus Brutus Imperator, ele∣cted Consull, to Cicero. Epist. 11.
I Receiued your letters, written after the same forme, as my seruants deli∣uered them. The debt I owe you is so Page 582 great, as I can hardly pay it you. I wrote vnto you of those things, which here troubled vs: Antonius is on his way: he goes to Lepidus: and, hee is not altoge•her hopelesse of Plancus, as I conceiue by his letters, which came vnto my hands: wherein hee made mention of some, that were sent to Asinius, to Lepidus, & Plancus. I, ne∣uerthelesse, not hanging long vpon the matter, sent presently to Plancus; and within two daies, I expect Ambassa∣dours from the Allobroges, and from all Gallia, whom I will send backe to their Countries well affected. Prouide, that all things needfull to be performed with you, may be dispatch't, according to your minde, and the occasions of the Common-wealth. And, if you can; oppose the maleuolence of men: if you cannot, comfort your selfe with this, that they shall not by anie outra∣ges whatsoeuer, diuert me from my re∣solution. The seuenth of May, From the Campe, on the con•ines of the Sta∣tiellenses.
Cicero to Decimus Brutus, Impe∣rator; elected Consull. Epist. 12.
I Receiued in one day three letters from you: one, a short one; which you d•liuered to Flaccus Volumnius: [and] two verie long; one, brought me by the post of Titus Vibius; and the other sent vnto me• by Lupus. By your letters, and Graeceius report it seemes, that the warre is, not onely, not extin∣guish't, but with a greater blaze againe inflamed. But, I, out of your singular prudence, assure my selfe; that you perceiue, if it fortune that Antonius re∣couer anie forces, that all those your memorable seruices for the Common-wealth, are like to perish. For, this newes came to Rome; all men were of this beleefe; that Antonius, with a few disarmed men, daunted with feare, de∣stitute of all hope to be himselfe again, had escaped. Who, if he be in such an estat•, as to encounter him, as Graeceius told mee, would bee dangerous: mee thinkes he is no• fled from Mutina, but that he hath onely chang'd the place of war. Whereupon, men are in part a∣s•onished, in part also they complaine, that you pursued him not. They be∣leeue, you might haue supprest him, had Page 584 you therein but vsed expedition. Que∣stionlesse, this is a defect of the people, and especially of ours, to abuse libertie towards him, by whom they haue ob∣tained it. Neuerthelesse, 'tis good to haue a care, that no iust complaint may be produced. Here lies the poynt• He shall bring an end to the war, that sup∣presseth Antonius. How much this im∣•orts, you may of your selfe imagine: for, I purpose not herein to make you a further declaration. Farewell.
Decimus Brutus, Imperator, ele∣c•ed Consull, to Cicero. Epist. 13.
FRom this time forward, it will not be fit, that I should thanke you with words. For, if I can hardly with effects, returne you equall merit; how should I thinke with words, euer to be able to requite you? I pray you consider well, how matters now stand: for, being wise, as you are; reading diligently my letters, you shall vnderstand euerie thing: I could not, my Cicero, pursue presently Antoniu•, for the reasons I shall alledge vnto you. I was without horse; without beasts for carriage; I knew not that Hirtius was slaine; I Page 585 could not bee confident of Caesar, be∣fore I came vnto him, and had talked with him; The first day passed after this manner. The day following I was by Pansa called earely to Bononi•. Be∣ing on the way, newes came, that hee was dead. I posted presently to my poore companies; for, so I may truely terme them. They are wondrous bare, and through want of all things, in mar∣uellous ill condition. Antonius got two daies iourney before me, making much more way in his flight, then I, in his pursuite: for, he fled at randome, and I followed in warlike ordinance. Wheresoeuer he passed, he set slaues at libertie, and tooke by force, whomso∣euer he could: hee staid in no place, till he came to Vada: which place I wil discypher vnto you. It lies between the Appennine and the Alpes, and is almost impassable. I being some 30. miles off him, and he hauing alreadie combined his forces, with those of Ventidius, an oration of his was brought vnto mee: wherein hee began to entreat the soul∣diers, that they would follow him be∣yond the Alpes, by reason he held cor∣respondencie with Lepidus. At this, shouts were raised, and principallie by Ventidius souldiers, (for, of his owne, he hath verie few) that they were resol∣ued to die, or vanquish in Italy. And moreouer, they began to importune Page 586 him, that hee would goe towards Pol∣lentia. He, not being able to withhold them, gaue order for his going thither, the day following. When I heard this newes, I presentlie sent fiue cohorts to Pollentia, before they should arriue there, and tooke mine owne way thi∣therwards. Trabellius arriuing with his horse at Pollentia, found my men, which I sent to defend it, there, an howre be∣fore: whereat I much reioyced. For, herein I thinke, consists the victorie. They conceiued some good hopes: for, they neither supposed, that Plancus fowre Legions, were equall to all their forces: neither did they thinke, that an Armie could so speedilie be condu∣cted out of Italy. Against whom the Townes-men hitherto, ioyned with the horse I sent before, haue of them∣selues couragiously resisted: and at my arriuall, I hope they will yet more va∣liantlie oppose themselues. But if per∣aduenture Antonius should passe the ri∣uer Isara, wee will labour with all our power, to make such defence, that hee may doe no hurt to the Common-wealth. Be of great courage, and good hopes, about the interests of the Com∣mon-wealth, seeing, that both we, and our Armies, vnited with singular con∣cord, are prepared for all enterprizes, in your behalfe, and seruice. Neuer∣thelesse, you must vse your wonted di∣ligence, Page 587 and procure, that there want neither men, nor anie other thing, which the necessitie of war requireth, to the end, that with better confidence, we may fight for your safetie, against this impious conspiracie of our ene∣mies: who, on a sudden, haue turned those forces against their Countrey, which in long time, vnder colour of the Common-wealth, they had collected. Farewell.
Cicero to Decimus Brutus Imperator. Ep. 14.
I Reioyce beyond measure my Brutus, that my opinions, and censures about the election of the Decemuiri, and a∣bout honouring •he young man, were by you approoued. But what get I by this? Beleeue me, who am free from vaine-glorie, I know no more (O Bru∣tus) what to doe. For the Senate was my organe, which now is whollie out of tune. That same notable enterprise o• yours, when you sallied out of Mu∣tina, [and] Antonius flight with the discomfiture of his Armie, put vs in such hope, of hauing absolutely finish∣ed the warre, as eue•ie one grew to be recomforted; and those my contenti∣ons Page 588 hee•etofore so violent, resembled skirmishes against the winde. But to returne to the matter: It is the opinion of such as well vnderstand the Marti∣an, and the fourth Legion; that they cannot, by any meanes, be brought vn∣to you. Touching the money you demand, there is course taken for pro∣uiding it, and it shall be dispatched. In the calling home of Brutus, and ap∣pointing Caesar for the guard of Italie, you and I haue one opinion. But, as you write, you haue adu•rsaries: whom I withstand with small labour: yet they disturbe mee notwithstanding. The Legions are expected out of Africa: but euery one wonders, that the war•e is renewed in those parts. There neuer hapened any thing so farre beyond ex∣pectation. For, the victorie being pub∣lished on the day of your natiuitie, 'twas thought the Common-wealth should haue been put to no more trou∣ble for many yeares. Now, these new occasions of feare, come to disanull matters alreadie performed. Though in those of the xv. of May, you writ vn∣to me; how, not long before, you vn∣de•stood by letters from Plancus, that Antonius was not receiued by Lepidus. Which, if it be so, all matters will goe well: but if otherwise, the enterprise will be difficult; whose end dependeth on you, to be brought about so, that I Page 589 may no waies feare it. I can doe no mo•e, then what I haue done: yet a∣boue all others, I desire to see you, most reputed, and honourable; euen as I hope you shall be. Farewell.
Cicero to Decimus Brutus Imperator. Ep. 15.
THough the contentment your let∣ters yeeld me is verie great: yet this was greater; that, being infinitely employed, you appointed your Col∣league Plancus, that he should by letters excuse you to me. Which he hath per∣formed diligently. And certainely I could haue receiued no greater con∣tent from any thing, then from this your courtesie, and diligence. The v∣nion with your Colleague, and your mutuall concord, the which by both your letters, you haue intimated, to the Senate, and people of Rome, was most acceptable. For the rest; goe on my Brutus, and henceforth, striue not to ouercome another, but to goe beyond your selfe. I must be no longer in wri∣ting, especially to you, whom I meane to imitate in breuitie. I expect with desire your letters, and attend them of Page 590 such a tenor, as I heartily wish, and desire them. Farewell.
Cicero to Decimus Brutus Imperator. Epist. 16.
IT much imports when this letter shall be deliuered vnto you: either when you haue some encumbrance, or else when you are free from all mole∣stations. And therefore I enioyned him, whom I sent vnto you, that hee should obserue a due time, to present it you. For, euen as they, who personal∣lie come to visite vs, at an extraordina∣rie houre, are many times troublesome: so letters offend, if they be not deliue∣red in due season. But if you be, as I hope, without annoyance, and without disturbance: and I trust, I shall easily obtaine, what I desire of you; If he, to whom I committed this care, tooke a fit time to come vnto you. Luciu• Lamia demandeth the Praetorship: This, is one of the most intimate friends I haue; we haue of long time conuersed together, and knowne one another; and which is of speciall con∣sequence; his familiaritie is, aboue all other things, dearest to me. Besides this, I stand bound vnto him for great Page 591 benefits, and deserts towards me. For in the times of Clodius, he being head of the order Militarie, and defending my safetie m•st couragiously, was by Consull Gabinius confined: which be∣fore that time in Rome neuer hapned to any Romane cittizen. The people of Rome, retaining this in memorie, it would be too soule a thing, that I should be vnmindefull thereof. And therefore my Brutus make your selfe be∣leeue, that it's I, that stand for the prae∣torship. For, though Lamia be in won∣derfull reputation, and fauour, hauing in the solemnities of his Aedilship vsed a very profuse liberalitie: neuerthelesse, as if it were not so, I haue in his present occasion, taken vpon my self the whole businesse. Now, if you make that e∣steeme of me, which vndoubtedly you doe; in that you may dispose of the chiualrie as their commander: giue notice vnto our Lup••, that he may herein, procure vs their fauour. I will not vse more words vnto you: this onely will I adde, which is most cer∣taine, that, of all the pleasures I looke for at your hands, you cannot doe mee a more acceptable. Farewell.
Cicero to Decimus Brutus Imperator. Ep. 17.
LA•ia is one of the nearest friends I haue: I will not say his offices; but his merits haue beene very great towards me: and the people of Rome, can giue thereof good testimonie. This man hauing shewed extraordinary libe∣ralitie and bountie, at the f•stiuiti•s of his Aedileship, now demands to be Praetor, and euerie one knowes, that he wants neither reputation, nor fa∣uour. But, it both appeares, that the people will be so bribed, that euery thing makes me fearefull; and, I must needs resolue, to take this suite of La∣mi•, wholly vpon my selfe. Wherein I very well discerne, how far you may assist me: and yet I no waies doubt, how much you desire to do me fauour. Wherefore my Brutus, perswade your selfe; that neither I can desire of you any pleasure, more effectually; nor you, performe to me any thing more acceptable: [then] if with all your power, and endeauour, you shall but fu•ther thi• suite of Lami•. The which, I entreate you, by all meanes may bee effected. Farewell.
Cicero to Decemus Brutus Imperator. Ep. 18.
THough by the commissions, which Galba, and Volumnius did on your behalfe expose vnto the Senate, wee conceiu'd, of what you thought wee should be fearefull, and suspitious: yet they appeared •o bee more timerous commissions, then beseemed your victorie, and the Romane people. And you must vnderstand, my Brutus, that the Senate is resolute; and so are they that gouerne it• and therefore, they tooke it ill, to bee reputed sl•cke, and timerous; by you, whom aboue all o∣thers they iudged to haue beene m•g∣nanimious. For euery one, when you were s•u• vp, conceiuing wonderfull hopes of your valor, Antonius being then in his very Flower; who was he, that fear'd any thing when he was de∣fea•ed, and you deliuered? neither did they feare Lepidus. For who would iudge him so foolish, that hauing affir∣med he affected peace, in a time when the warre was at the hottest; now, that there is that peace which he desired, he should make warre against the Com∣monwealth? Neither doe I doubt but you are quicker sighted. But, the festiuitie being so fresh in memorie, Page 594 which by vs in your name, through all the temples of the gods was celebra∣ted; the renouation of feare, brought great disturbance. And therefore, I could wish, as I hope it will succeed; that Antonius were wholly abandoned and ouerthrowne: but if by misfor∣tune, he hath recouered any force; that he might be made to perceiue; That, neither the Senate wants counsell, nor the people of Rome courage; nor, (while you liue,) the Commonwealth a Generall. The xix. of May. Fare∣well.
Decimus Brutus to Cicero. Epist. 19.
I Wish you might read the letters which I haue sent to the Senate be∣fore they are deliuered: and that if there be any thing, which you would haue otherwise, you would alter it. You, shall perceiue, that I haue written vpon necessitie. For, supposing I should haue had the Martian Legion, & the fourth; as Drusus and Paulus were contented, with whom your selfe accorded; I ima∣gined there •as no great care to be ta∣ken of the rest. But finding now, new souldiers about me, and those not Page 595 pay'd, I must needs be very fearefull; as well for mine, as your occasions. The Vicentines, shew speciall honour to me, and Marcus Brutus. I earnestly pray you, that you will not permit any wrong to be done them in the Senate at the instance of most base fellowes. They haue equitie on their side, [and] deserue greatly of the Commonwealth, and [haue] for their aduersaries, men of no valour, and affecting innouati∣ons. The xxj. of May, from Verse•••s.
Decimus Brutus Imperator to Cicero. Epist. 20.
THough I be no waies afraid of mine owne occasions, yet, I am enfor∣ced, out of the loue I beare you, and for your many good offices, to feare yours. For it hath beene told me more then once, and I esteemed it not slight∣ly: last of all, L•••• Segulio, a man most like himselfe, told me he had been with Caesar, and how they had a long dis∣course of you: that Caesar did not any thing complaine of you; but onely sayd that you should say, that the young man was to be praised, honoured, and taken off: And that he would not suf∣fer himself to be taken off. But I beleeue Page 596 that either Labeo reported these wo•ds vnto him, or else, they were not vttered by the young man, but rather feyned by himselfe. Besides this, Labeo would needes make me beleeue, that the Ve∣teranes, spoke hardly of you, and that some ill would happen you by their meanes: and how they tooke it in de∣spight; that neither Caesar, nor I, were elected among the Decemviri: and all things went onelie thorow your hands. Hearing this, and being vpon my waie, I thought good not to passe the Alpes, before I first knew, what was done there amongst you. For, of your perill, be assured, that if they can but daunt you wi•h brauadoes and thre•ts; or by putting some crotchets into the young mans head; they hope some great pro∣fit will accrue vnto themselues therby. And all this deuise, depends on the de∣signe they haue, to gaine much. I would therefore haue you circumspect, and keepe your selfe from all embushments. For nothing can be dearer, nor sweeter to me, then your life. But take heed, that feare, be not occasion of a greater feare: and be fauourable to the Vete∣ranes, wherein you may. First, con∣cerning the Decem-viri, doe what they would haue you. Then, for the remu∣nerations, if you thinke good, procure that I, and Caesar, ma• consigne vnto them, the lands of those ve•eranes, Page 597 which followed Antonius partie. As touching moneyes, be not too hastie: and after you haue seene what quantity there is; you may tell them, the Senate will take some order therein. To the foure Legions, to whom you minde to allow partitions of land, or grounds, I see you may well allot them those of Silla, and the Territorie Campanum. I am of opinion, 'twere good to distri∣bute vnto the Legions their lands e∣qually, or by lot. And thinke not, that I am mooued to write these things vnto you, to shew my wisedome. I am mo∣ued, because I affect you, and des•re a generall peace: which without you cannot endure. I, if there be no extra∣ordinary need, will not leaue Italie: I am about the arming of the Legions, and putting them in a readinesse. I hope to haue a braue armie, for all accidents whatsoeuer, and to resist any violence that shall occurre. Caesar sends me not backe, that Legion of the armie which Pansa had. Answere me presently to these letters: and if there be any secret of importance, which you thinke fitting for me to know. Send to me of purpose one of your people. Farewell. The xxiiij. of May, from Epor•dia.
Cicero to Decimus Brutus Im∣perator. Epist. 21.
THe curse of the gods light vpon this Seguglio, the veriest knaue that euer was, is, or shall be. You thinke perad∣uenture, that he onely spake with you, or with Caesar. There's none, with whom he could conueniently talke, to whom he hath not spoken the selfe same things. But neuerthelesse, my Brutus, I thinke my selfe as I ought much bound vnto you; in that you would haue mee know of these fables, be they whatsoe∣uer. For this was a speciall note of loue. And touching that, where he sayes, that the old souldiers comp•aine• be∣cause you & Caesar are not in the num∣ber of the Decem-viri; I would to God, that neither I had beene of that num∣ber; for, what could haue beene vnder∣taken of greater vexation? notwith∣standing, I hauing propounded, that it was necessary to nominate them that had Armies; Those very men that were wont, crying out, made opposition• so, that though I made great resistance, [both] you were excepted. And there∣fore, let vs giue no care to Segulius, who a•fects new things; not because he hath swallowed the old; for, he had nothing to •haw: but these which lately come Page 599 to his hand, he hath deuoured, and di∣gested with a witnesse. Then, whereas you write, that being no wayes affraid for your selfe, yet you feare for my sake. I, my Brutus, whom I esteeme the best man, and dearest friend that can be found, will not haue you feare any thing at all for me. For in those things which may be foreseene, I shall not be decei∣ued: and for those, which cannot come to notice, I care little. For, I were a foole, if I should require more, then the very nature of things hath impar∣ted to man. In that you aduertise me, to auoyd, that in fearing, I be not con∣strained to a greater feare; you admo∣nish me wisely, and like a true friend. But be assured, that you, being to •uery mans knowledge, endowed pa•ticular∣ly with this vertue, neuer t• •ea••, or be disturbed; I in this vertue almost equall you. And therefo•e I w•ll •ot be afraid of any thing, and I will l•oke abo•t me in all things. But take you heede my Brutus, that at length, my feare proceed not through your default. For though we were fearefull, neuerthelesse, the hope, that we repose, in your forces and Consullship, would expell all feareful∣nesse; especially, euery one, but chiefe∣ly my selfe, being assured, that you beare vs a singular affection. Your aduertise∣ments, about the foure Legions, and about the referring of the disposing of Page 600 their lands, to Caesar, and your selfe, seeme to me very good. And therefore there being some of our Colleagues, who we•e as glad of this charge of di∣stribution of the grounds, as if they had alreadie obtained it; I crost the matter, and reserued it wholly for you. If there be any secret occurrēt, or, as you write, any secret of importance, I will send purposely one of my men, that let•ers may the more faithfully be deliuered vnto you. Farewell. The iiij• of •une.
Ci•ero to Decimus Brutus Im∣perator. Epist. 22.
I Entertaine an inward amitie, with Appius Clodius, sonne to Caius, ratifi∣ed by many kind offices, which we haue done one •or another. I request you, as effectually as I may, that, either out of your humanitie, or for my sake, by the authoritie you haue, which is ve•ie great, you will be pleased to take order, that he may be secure. I desire that you being reputed for a man most valiant, may be also esteemed most mercifull. The preseruation of th•s youth, will re∣dound to your great honour: who, in truth, the rather deserues compassion: because being induced by tender loue, to •educe his Father from banishm•nt, Page 601 hee followed the partie of Antonius. Where•ore, though you should not haue so iust an occasion, yet you may well finde some probable reason, to effect it: with a becke onely you may procure, that such a person, [being] of a noble familie, of an excellent wit, ve∣ry valorous, & besides, most officious, and exceeding mindfull of benefits; may be permitted to liue in his coun∣trey, with securitie of his estate, and substance. Which I entreat you to per∣forme, with all the possible desire, and affection I am able Farewell.
Decimus Brutus, to Cicero, Epist. 23.
VVE proceed well enough he•e, and wee'le endeuour to doe it better: Lepidu• seemes well enclined to vs• We must boldly prosecute the benefit of the Common-weal•h. And though •ll other things were contrary vnto vs; yet considering we haue three Armies on foot, so great and mightie, for the particular seruice of the Com∣mon-w•alth: you ought to haue that great courage, which you both eu•r h•d: and now, Fortune fauouring vs, you ought to incre•se it. The multitude Page 602 disperseth that, which I wrote last vnto you with mine owne hand, to affright you: but if you get but the bridle be∣twixt your te•th; let me not liue, if all of them, how many soeuer, haue power to quack, if you but speake. I, as before I wrote, till I receiue your letters, will make my residence in Italie. Farewell. The xxv. of May: from Eporoedia.
Cicero to Decimu• Brutu•. Epist. 24.
I Tell you, I was at the first halfe an∣gry with you, for the breuitie of your letters: now me thinkes, that I, am too long. I will therefore follow your stile. In how few words, how many things haue you intimated! that you doe rea∣sonable well, and will end•uour to doe be•ter: that Lepidus stands well aff•c∣ted: that hauing three Armies on foot, we ought to haue a constant hope in all things. Though I had beene timorous, yet with this letter you would haue made me couragious. But, as you put me in minde, I haue got the b•idle be∣twixt my teeth. For, if I, when you were beleagured, reposed all my hope in you; •ow, that you are in the fi•ld with a v•ctorious Armie, may I not re¦pose Page 603 a farre greater? I desire now at length, my Br••us, to r•signe ouer my vigilancie to you but so, that I may not be h•ld inconstant. Whereas you write, you wi•l r•side in Italie, till my letters come vnto your hand: if you c•n doe it, without any hindrance to th• wa•re, I thereu•to aduise you. For many matters are debated of in R•me: but i• the warre may be finished by your de∣parture• attend this, rather then the o∣ther. The mon•y•s, which were rea∣die, or consigned •uer vnto you: Serui∣lius is yours most aff•ctio•ate: I doe what so euer I am able. Farewell. The vj. of Iune.
Cicero to Decimus Brutus Im∣perator. Epist. 25.
I Expecting euery day your letters, our Lupus on a suddaine gaue me to vn∣derstand, that if I would write any thing to you, I might: but I, though I had not wherof to write, knowing that you are adu•rtised of what is done in Rome: and conc••uing, that letters with∣out matter, are displeasing to you: I meant to vse all breuitie according to your custome. Vnderstand therefore that all hopes are in you, and your Col∣league. Page 604 And as for Marcus Brutus, there is yet no certainetie knowne: I, as you enioyne me, doe not cease with my par∣ticular letters to inuite him, vnto a common warre. And I would to God, he were now, in these parts: we should the lesse feare that euill, which within the cittie is not little: but what doe I? I forget your Laconisme; I haue already written one whole page. Vanquish, and Farewell. The xviij. of Iune.
Decimus Brutus Imperator, to Cicero. Ep. 26.
IN my extreamest griefe, I haue this consolation; th•t men know, that I f•ared not the euill which hath hapned without iust cause. Let them now d•li∣berate, whether the Legions shall be transported out of Africa, and out of Sardinia or no: whether Brutus shall be sent for, or no; whether they will as∣signe a stipend to me, or no. I haue written to the Senate: and I tell you for a most vndoubted truth, that except the prouisions I write for be made, we shall all runne an infinite danger. I pray you be carefull, to whom you commit the charge, of conducting me, the Legions. There is required therein both fid•lity, Page 605 and expedition. Farewell. The iij. of Iune, from the Campe.
Cicero to Caiu• Matius. Epist. 27.
I H•ue not yet fully determined, whe∣ther our Trebatius, a very officious man, and well affected to vs both, bring me more trouble, or contentment. For, comming in the euening to Tuscula∣num, he, the day following, not yet well recouered, came in the morning to find me. And I chiding him, because he had so sle•der care of his health; he an•swered, he was come, out of a desire to speake with m•. And I, asking, what's the newes? He intimated vnto me your complaint, to which before I make an∣swere, I'le deliuer some few things. For as mu•h as I remember of the times past, I haue not an auncienter friend then your selfe: but, touching the time; there are m•ny, that in some circum∣stances are equall to you: touching the loue; none. I •esolu'd to loue you, the fi•st day I knew you: and the selfe same day I was also of opinion, that you lo∣ued me. Af•erwards, your departure from R•me, which was for a long time, & the course of my life vnlike to yours, Page 606 (I hauing liu'd in pursute of honours) permitted not, that our mindes might with stronger knot be vnited through conuersation. Neuerthelesse, I knew well your good affection towards mee many yeares before the ciuill warre, when Caesar was in Gallia. For you pro∣cured, that he wisht me well; honored me; and held me for his owne: the which you thought, could not but turne to my great benefit, and to Caesar him∣selfe rather profitable then otherwise. I omit, many things, which in those times, we were wont most familiarly to talke of, write of, and communicate. Because there are other poynts of farre greater consideration. I remember also that in the beginning of the ciuill war, when you went towards Brundusium, to finde out Caesar, you came to me in For∣mianum. First, what esteeme ought to be made of this onely demonstration, especially in those times? Then, doe you imagine, I can forget your dis∣course; councell; and affection? At which, I remember, Trebatius was pre∣sent. Neither are your letters out of my mind, which you sent vnto me, at that time when I came to meete Caesar, (if I be not deceiued,) in the territory of Trebula. Then ensued that time, when I was constrained either by the zeale of mine honour, my dutie, or for∣tune, to goe to Pompeius. What office, Page 607 or fauour left you vnperformed, eyther towards me absent, or my friends pre∣sent. Whom did all my friends finde more kind to me, and them, then your selfe? I came to Brundusium: Now thinke you, that I haue forgotten with what celeritie you came flying to me, so soone as you knew it, from Taren∣tum? How great loue shewed you me, in your societie; discourse; and recti∣fication of my minde; which was ouer∣layed with extreame affliction, for the miseries of my countrey? Finally we began againe, to be resident together in Rome, where, in matters of great conse∣quence, about the manner, how I should proceed with Caesar, according to your aduise, I demeaned my selfe. And in other offices, you did afford this fauour to Caesar, and my selfe onely; to come daily to our houses; and often to spend many houres, in acceptable dis∣course. At which time, if you remem∣ber, you vrged me to write these Treatises of Philosophie. And after Caesars returne, you intended nothing more effectually, then to make me do∣mesticall with him: Which you obtai∣ned. Now, to what end haue I made this discourse, larger then I thought to haue done? For this respect; because I much wondred, that you who cannot but remember these things, could be∣leeue, that I had wronged our friend∣ship. Page 608 For besides these which I haue re∣lated, which are cleare, and euident, I haue many secret passages, which with words, I can scarcely explicate. Your whole carriage giues me satisfaction; but aboue all, I am best pleased, partly [with] your singular fidelitie in friend∣ship; your councell; grauitie; and con∣stancie: and partly [with] your mirth; humanitie; and learning. Wherefore now I returne to your complaint. First, I did not thinke, you had giuen your consent to that Law. Th•n; had I so thought, [yet] I should neuer haue thought, you had done it, without some iust occasion. Your dignitie is so emi∣nent, that all mens eyes are fixed on you; and mens malignitie is the cause, that there is more liberall speech of you, then were befitting. And, if you doe not heare of these mutterings, I know not what to say. I, for my part, when it is my chance to heare them; defend you so farre, as I am sure, you are wont, to defend me against my ad∣uersaries. And I defend you two wayes. Some things there are, which I am ac∣customed absolutely to denie: as parti∣cularly; for this giuing of your voyce: some, which I demonstrate that you haue out of zealous loue, and tender∣nesse performed: as in that, about the charge of publicke sports. But you, who are most learned, know well, that Page 609 if Caesar were a King, as I suppose he was, you may for the office you vnder∣goe be both praysed, and blamed: prai∣sed; because your faith, and humanitie is to be commended, for louing your friend after death; which reason I am wont to vse: blamed; because our Countries libertie should be preferred before the life of a friend; vpon which your aduersaries ground themselues. I much desire, that the controuersies I haue had about these clamors, might be related to you. But amongst others, there are two speciall particularities in your commendation; which no man infe•s more willingly, or oftner then my selfe: which is, that you perswaded more then any other, that the ciuill warre might be withstood, and the vic∣torie moderated. Wherein I neuer found any m•n, that was not of my o∣pinion. Wherefore I thanke our Treba∣•ius, who was the cause, that I wrote vnto you these letters. To which if you giue no credite, you must needs iudge me very discourteous, and inhumaine: which would wōdrously displease me; and differ much from your owne dispo∣sition. Farewell.
Caius Matius to Cicero. Epist. 28.
I Tooke great contentment in your letters; because I vnderstood, that you retaine that opinion of me, which I hoped, and wished you should haue. Whereof, though I no waies doubted; yet in that I made grea• reckoning, that it might be entirely preserued, it did a little touch me. 'Tis true, that I was priuie to my selfe, that I had committed nothing, that could offend the minde of any honest man. And therefore I did the lesse beleeue, that, you being adorned with infinite and excellent sciences, would be rashly perswaded to any thing; especi•lly knowing well, that I euer did, and doe beare you sin∣gular affection. Which, hauing suc∣ceeded, as I wisht; I will •nswer to the false oppositions, against which you haue oftentimes defended me: perfor∣ming an office, answerable to your most ingenuous condition, and worthy of our amitie. For I know what mat∣ters they obiected against me since the d•ath of Caesar. They accuse me, be∣cause I lament the death of a great friend, and that I am afflicted, because a man is slaine whom I loued: aff•r∣ming that my countrie should be 〈◊〉 Page 611 before any fri•ndship: as if they had alreadie made triall, that such a death was beneficiall to the Commonwealth. But I will not argue subti•lie. I con∣fesse, tha• for mine owne part, I can∣not perceiue it; and that I am not yet arriued to this height of wisedome. Neither did I follow Caesar in ciuill dis∣cord: but in that he was my friend, though the course displeased me, yet would I not abandon him. Neither, did I euer approue the ciuill warre, much lesse the occasion thereof: hauing in the very infancie o• it, applied all my endeuour, to extinguish it. And there∣fore in his victorie, though he was that great friend vnto me, that he was: I was neith•r delighted with honour, or monie. Of which rewards, others were insatiable, whose power was lesse with him, then mine was. And, on the o∣ther side; my goods by Caesars law, were damag•d: and by my fauour most of them, that reioyce at Caesars death, ob∣tain'd, that they might liue in their countrie. That the cittizens who were vanquished, might be pardoned, I laboured no lesse th•n for mine owne safetie. I therefore, who laboured for eue•y mans pre•eruation, should I not greeue for his death, from whom I pur∣chas'd it? especially being hated for their occasion, who murdred him? You shall therefore, vndergoe the penaltie, Page 612 (say they) because you dare question that, that we haue acted: Oh pride, neuer heard of! that some may vaunt in their impietie, [and] others can∣not so much as mourne without their ouerthrow. And yet in all ages, ser∣uants haue beene allowed, to feare, to reioyce, and to grieue, rather when they sawe good, then any other. The which libertie, they now, which make profession, to haue giuen it vs, (for so they often report) seeke violently to depriue me o•, by threatnings. But they labour in vaine. There shall be no danger so terrible, that shall make me halt in my dutie, or humanitie. For I haue alwaies held, that an honorable death, should neuer be auoided, but rather oftentimes desired. But why should they be angrie with me, for de∣siring them to repent them of what they had committed? I confesse, I would haue euery man to be greeued for the death of Caesar. Oh, But I am enioyned by the office of a good Cit∣tizen to desire the safetie of the Com∣monwealth. That this desire is in me, if it be not knowne without my rela∣ting it, both by those things which h•eretofore I haue effected, and by those which heereafter I hope to per∣forme; I am content that in defendiug mine owne causes, words may not a∣uaile me. Therfore I earnestly entreat Page 613 you, that you will conceiue better of my reasons, •hen I am able to vtter them: and that you will thinke, if you be of opinion, that it is a good thing to doe well, that I can hold no m•nner of commerce with bad men. Were it peraduenture fit •or me, now, that I am laden with yeares, to goe out of that path, wherein I haue led my youth, which carryeth with it some excuse for error? shall I againe n•w mould my selfe? This error I will not commit: nor will I doe any thing that may dis∣please. Except I doe lament the vn∣happie fortune of my dearest friend, and so great a personage. And if I were of an other minde, I would neuer de∣nie it: least that, besides my being re•puted wicked in offending, I might be thought timerous, and a false dissem∣bler: T•ue it is, that I had the cha•ge, of the publike shewes, which Caesar the little youth made in honor of Caesars victorie. But this had re•pect to a par∣ticular office, not to the state of the Common-wealth. In which charge notw•thstanding, both for the memo∣riall I reserue of so great a •riend, and for the desire I haue to honour him thus dead as he is, I could not be defi∣cient. And the you•h of such great hopes, and so worthie of Caesar, reque∣sting me ther•unto, I was constrained to accept of it. I also went many times Page 614 to the house of Antonius the Con•ull• to salute him: to whom, you shall finde, that euen they, which este•me me little affected •owards my countrey, resorted daily, only to craue of him, or carry a∣w•y something. But what an arro∣gancie is this? That Caesar did neuer forbid me, to conuerse with whom I thought good, and euen with persons whom he loued not; and these men that haue bere•u•d mee of my friend, by carping, or reprehending me, doe their worst to enforce me, nor to loue them that I like well of? But I know I haue hitherto liued so modestly, that heere∣after euill tongues shall be little able to defame me: and, that also they who loue me not, because I still perseuer in louing Caesar, would rather •ish to meete with friends, like me, then like themselues. For my part, if things fall out conformable to my desire; I meane to passe so much of my life as re∣maines, quietly at Rhodes: but if it so happen that any accident disturbe me, I will remaine in Rome, and remaine there alwaies, wishing that they may doe well. I giue great thankes to our Trebatius; because he plainely de∣clared vnto me, how your minde stood towards me: which I discerne to be full, of sinceritie, and affection: and, because he was the occasion, that I hauing euer willingly loued you, Page 615 should now also be further tyed, both to honour, and respect you. Fare∣well.
Cicero to Marcus Oppius. Epist. 29.
I being, as our At•icus knowes, very doubt•ull about this iourney. In that, my minde on ei•her side sugge∣sted many r•asons: your iudgement, and coun••ll greatly induced mee to deliberate, and make my resolution. For you both plainely wrote vnto mee what your opinion therein was; and A•ticus related that vnto mee, which you had spoken vnto him th•reof. I euer tooke you to bee wise in delibe∣rating, and very faithfull in aduising: and I haue had good exp•rience there∣of, when, in the beginning of the ci∣uill warre, I requiring you by letters, that you would aduise mee what I should doe, either in going to Pompei∣us, or remaining in Italie: you perswa∣ded mee to doe that, that stood best with mine honour. By which I perceiued, what your opinion was Page 616 therein: and I admired that you were of so great fideli•ie, and in adui•ing mee •o hon•st a man; •or, you thinking that the contrarie was desired by him that was your best friend, you had greater r•spect to my office, then his will, or pleasure. Certaine∣ly, before this fell out, I loued you: and euer knew that my selfe was by you beloued. And when I was ab∣sent, and stood in great danger, I re∣member, that in my absence yo• defended mee with great care, vsing the like humanitie, to all mine that were in Rome: and after my returne, how domesticallie you liued with mee, and what opinion I retained of you, and what things I diuulged: all those that usuallie looke into such actions, can truelie testifie. But how faithfull in louing you, and how constant you reputed mee, you then euidently shewed, when after Caesars death, you betooke you whollie vn∣to mine acquaintance. Which opini∣on of yours, i• I by my dearest loue, and best offices doe not acknow∣ledge, I shall not repute my selfe a man. Perseuer you, my Oppius in lo∣uing me, (although doubtlesse I write this vnto you, not that I thinke you stand in neede of any such remem∣brance, but because it is vsuall to write thus) and take all my affaires, into Page 617 your protection. Whereof, that you may be fully informed, I haue giuen commission to Atticus. And when I shall be at better leisure, I will write vnto you more at large. Be care∣full of your health. [For] you cannot doe me a greater pleasure.
