A spiritual spicerie containing sundrie sweet tractates of devotion and piety. By Ri. Brathwait, Esq.
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A spiritual spicerie containing sundrie sweet tractates of devotion and piety. By Ri. Brathwait, Esq.
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Brathwaite, Richard, 1588?-1673.
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London :: Printed by I. H[aviland] for George Hutton at his shop within turning stile in Holborne,
1638.
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His Life.
MEMORIALL IX.
LIfe is a Race, or progresse
to Death. The House I
sojourne in, a Tent or Taber∣nacle.
The People I converse
and consort with, as I am,
and all our Fathers before
us, Pilgrims. Every day h'as
his date; yesterday was nor as
to day, nor to day as to mor∣row.
Two things there are,
which makes mee ever to
wonder, the more I thinke of
them. The one is, to heare a
Stranger (as we are all) to
breathe out so many long∣ing
wishes, languishing de∣sires:
O that I were at
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home! O that I were in
mine owne Countrey!
And what home is this hee
meanes? Is it his owne home?
his owne native Countrey?
No; It is his earthly Taberna∣cle.
Perchance he liveth (if a
Pilgrimage may be properly
called a Living) farre in the
North, and upon occasion he
is call'd up to the South; O
how tedious are his houres
till he returne! yet was hee
as neare his Countrey, before
as now. The Latter is, to see
a poore way-faring man (as
we are all) when he is in his
journey, and wearied with
Travaile, overload himselfe,
as if hee purposely meant to
fore-slow his speed to his
Countrey: Or set himselfe
on building in the way, as if he
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had quite forgot the place
whereto he was to goe. This
I am sure, is my estate. Albe∣it,
I have found even in those
who would have highly re∣joyced
in enjoying that light
which I am call'd to; and no
doubt, would have made far
better use of it, than I doe;
excellent resolves touching
their contempt of earth: al∣though
their understandings
were so darkned, as their
mis-guided thoughts could
mount no higher. These
could conclude;
Whereso∣ever
we be, we are in our
Countrey, and our Coun∣trey
with us, so it be well
with us.
But well it can∣not
bee with us, so long as
Passions of the minde disquiet
us within, and Infirmities
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enfeeble us without. I heare
some call this Life a Prison;
but yet these who call it so,
live not like Prisoners. De∣lights
and Delicacies be∣come
not Fotters. Nay, if we
truely held it a prison; wee
would desire our libertie: but
we either know not, or ac∣knowledge
not our misery.
Others can call it a Banish∣ment;
others a Punishment;
others a Death. But if a
Banishment, why wish wee
not to be restored? if a Pu∣nishment,
why seeke wee not
to bee released? And if a
Death, why sleepe wee in it,
and desire not to be raised?
No; no; these are but words
in the aire. Like such as com∣mend
Abstinence, in their
Surfets; or discourse of Mor∣tification
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in their Cups. Not
one of these, who com∣pare
themselves to prisoners,
would be, if they might bee,
freed; Nor one of these
Exiles, infranchised; Nor
one of these who hold
themselves thus punished, de∣livered;
nor one of these
who hold themselves Dead∣alive,
revived. This I am sure,
is my case: Though I finde
all things in the World to bee
nothing but Vanitie; and of
those, Man the greatest Va∣nitie;
and of all men, my selfe
th••••••••lest of Vanity. For I
have rejoyced all my dayes,
in a thing of nought. And I
thought still in mine heart to
put farre away the evill day,
by approaching to the Seat of
iniquitie: but I found that
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the eyes of the Almighty
were upon mee, and that I
groped but in Darknesse, to
wound my selfe. Wretched
man! How long have I been
in a miserable state, and knew
it not? How long have I
beene a Stranger to my Fa∣thers
house, and returned not?
I have read it, Deare Lord, in
thy Book; and I have found it
by experience in that publike
Register of mans mortality:
how this Life is truly com∣pared
to a Course, to a Roast;
and what swifter? To a Wea∣vers
shuttle; and what ••••ic∣ker?
To a Tale that is told;
what shorter? To a Shadow;
what sooner vanishing? To
Grasse; what sooner withe∣ring?
To the Tracke of a
Ship; what lesse appearing?
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To the Flight of a Bird;
what more speedily gliding?
Yet for all this have I loaded
my selfe with thicke clay; as if
I were too fleet in my course
to heaven, and needed trash∣ing.
But would you know
in what places, I have beene
most versed; and with what
persons, most conversed? I
shall render you a just Ac∣count;
meane time, what
Account I shall make for my
mis-spent houres, heaven
knowes.
After such time, as my
Parents had brought mee up
at Schoole; to get mee an
inheritance in that, where∣with
no earthly providence
could endow me; I was sent
to the Vniversitie; where
(still with an humble ac∣knowledgement
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of others
favours and seasonable ende∣vours)
I became such a Profi∣cient,
as Time call'd mee, and
Examination approv'd mee
for a Graduate. And in these
Studies I continued, till by
universall Voice and vote, I
was put upon a Task, whose
Style I have, and shall ever re∣taine,
the Sonne of Earth;
Terrae Filius. From the per∣formance
of which exercise,
whether it were the extraor∣dinary
favour which the
Vniversitie pleased to grace
mee withall, or that shee
found some tokens in mee of
such future proficience as
might answer the hopes of
so tender a Mother, I know
not: but, sure I am, I recei∣ved
no small encouragement
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both in my studies and free
tender of ample preferment.
And too apt was I, to apply
this the worse way. For this
extraordinary grace begot
in mee a selfe-conceit of my
own worth: ever thinking,
that if this had not procee∣ded
from some more deser∣ving
parts in mee: that rich
Seminary of all Learning
would not have showne so
gracefull a Countenance to∣wards
mee. Notwithstan∣ding,
I laboured by that
Grace which was given mee,
to suppresse this Opinion in
mee; and humbly to ac∣knowledge
my wants and
weaknesse in all; my abilitie
in nothing. But applause is a
dangerous Eare-ring: which
I found by giving too easie
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eare to my owne praise; wch,
as it deluded my judgement,
so it expos'd me to censure.
True, too true I found it,
that in the sight of our
owne Parts, wee need no
borrowed lights. This it
was, and onely this that
induced mee to put my
selfe forward in Publique
Exercises with much con∣fidence:
wherein (such
happinesse it is to bee pos∣sest
of opinion) I seldome
or never came off with dis∣grace.
Having for sundry yeares
together thus remained in
the bounteous bosome of
this my Nursing-Mother; all
••hich time, in the freedome
of those Studies, I reap't no
lesse private comfort, than I
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received from others incou∣ragement;
I resolved to set
my rest upon this, to bestow
the most of my time in that
place, if it stood with my
Parents liking. But soone
was I crossed by them in
these resolves: being injoy∣ned
by them to turne the
course of my Studies from
those sweet Academick Ex∣ercises,
wherein I tasted such
infinite content: and to be∣take
my selfe to a profession,
which I must confesse sui••ed
not well with my dispositi∣on:
for the fresh fragrant
flowers of Divine Poesie and
Morall Philosophy could
not like well to be removed,
nor transported to those
thorny places and plashes of
the Law. But no remedy;
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with an unwilling farewell
I tooke my leave of Philoso∣phy;
to addresse my Studies to
that Knowledge, which at first
seemed so far different from
my element; as if I had been
now to be moulded to some
new Dialect; for though I
was knowne to most
tongues, I became a meere
Novice in this. Here I long
remained, but lightly profi∣ted:
being there seated, where
I studied more for acquain∣tance
than knowledge. Nor
was I the onely one (though
a principall one) who run
deeply in areeres with time;
and gulled the eyes of opi∣nion
with a Law-gowne.
For I found many in my
case, who could not recom∣pence
their Parents many
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yeares charge with one
Book-case.
Yet amidst these dis-re∣lishing
studies, whereto I
was rather enforced than en∣clined:
I bestowed much
precious time (better spent
then in Tavernes and Bro∣thells)
in reviving in mee
the long-languishing spirit
of Poetrie, with other Mo∣rall
Assayes; which so high∣ly
delighted mee, as they
kept mee from affecting that
loose kind of libertie, which
through fulnesse of meanes,
and licentiousnesse of the
age, I saw so much followed
and eagerly pursued by ma∣ny.
This moved mee some∣times
to fit my buskin'd
Muse for the Stage; with o∣ther
occasionall Present∣ments
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or Poems; which be∣ing
free-borne, and not
mercenarie, received grace∣full
acceptance of all such
as understood my ranke and
qualitie. For so happily
had I crept into Opinion (but
weake is that Happinesse that
is grounded on Opinion) by
closing so well with the
temper and humour of the
time, as nothing was either
presented by mee (at the in∣stancie
of the noblest and
most generous wits and spi∣rits
of that time) to the
Stage; or committed by mee
to the Presse; which past not
with good approvement in
the estimate of the world.
Neither did I use these pri∣vate
Solaces of my pen, other∣wise
than as a play onely to
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the imagination: rather to
allay and season more seri∣ous
studies; than accoun••
them any fixt imployment.
Nor did I onely bestow my
time on these; for I addres∣sed
my selfe to Subjects of
stronger digestion; being such
as required more maturitie
of judgement, though lesse
pregnancie of invention:
relishing more of the Lampe,
than those Lighter measures
which I had formerly pen∣ned:
wherein I grew as
strong in the opinion and
reputation of others as be∣fore.
This I must confesse,
begot in mee a glowing
heat and conceit of my selfe:
but this I held an easie er∣rour,
and the more dispensa∣ble,
because arising from the
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infirmitie of nature. How∣soever,
I can very well re∣member
(and what other
Followers can bee to such a
Remembrancer but penitent
teares and incessant feares)
that I held it in those dayes
an incomparable grace to be
styled one of the Wits.
Where, if at any time invi∣ted
to a publique feast, or
some other meeting of the
Muses, wee hated nothing
more than losing time;
reserving ever some Select
houres of that Solemnity,
to make proofe of our con∣ceits
in a present provision
of Epigrams, Anagrams,
with other expressive (and
many times offensive) fan∣cies.
But Wits so ill employed,
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were like weapons put into
mad mens hands. They hurt
much, benefitted little: di∣stating
more than they plea∣sed;
for they liked onely
such mens palats, as were
Male-contents, and Criti∣cally
affected. By this time I
had got an eye in the world;
and a finger in the street.
There goes an Author! One of
the Wits! Which could not
chuse, but make mee looke
bigge, as if I had beene ca∣sten
in a new mold. O how
in privacie, when nothing
but the close Evening, and
darke walls accompany mee,
doth the remembrance of
these lightest vanities per∣plex
mee! How gladly
would I shun the memory of
them! How willingly for∣goe
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that sweetnesse which
many conceive to bee in
them! But let mee goe on;
for I am yet but entring
that high bet-path of my
younger follies. Having
thus, for divers yeeres toge∣ther,
continued at Inns of
Court; where that opinion
the world had of my Works,
gained mee more friends;
than the opinion men had
of my Law, got mee fees.
For such as affected Scenes
more than Suits were my
Clients. I thought with my
selfe to take a turne or two
in Pauls; and to peruse a
whol••Gazetta in one walke.
This I conceived might im∣prove
mee; first, by indea∣ring
and ingratiating my
selfe with that Societie:
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which, I must confesse, were
richly endowed with two
excellent parts, Invention,
and Memorie. Secondly, by
screwing some Subject from
their Relations, which might
set my pen a work upon oc∣casion.
But I found not there
what I expected, which
made mee leave that walke,
and turne Peripateticke; a ci∣vill
Exchange-man; where in
short time I got acquain∣tance
of the best; being such
gentle Merchants, as their
wealth could not so darken
their worth, but they would
willingly enter lists in a
combat of wit. These, I
grant, tooke great felicitie
in my company: nor did it
repent mee of bestowing
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some houres with these:
whose discourse of forraine
Newes strengthened by such
able Intelligence, did infinite∣ly
please. And these, with∣out
so much as the least losse
to themselves (I may safely
vow) would not stick upon
occasion to accommodate me:
which winged my desires
for the Court; the better to
accomplish mee. Where I
found gracefull acceptance
with choycest acquaintance.
But Cynthia could not bee
still in her full orbe. I begun
to withdraw my thoughts
from the pursuit of these,
and recount with my selfe
what I had seene: store of
wealth in the one, and a be∣seeming
state in the other.
Yet for all this I found my
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selfe but a Planet in both.
Fixt I could not bee, till
some constant Calling admit∣ted
mee. I resolved then,
seeing I found nothing
either in Court or Citie,
but cares: Cares in the
one, of getting to hoord and
gather; cares in the other,
of getting to spend and scat∣ter:
in the one, more rinde
than pith; in the other,
more pith than rinde. This
partaking more of Comple∣ment,
that of Substance: yet
a naturall straine of Insinua∣tion
in both: but their Ob∣jects
different. The one
making a cringe for fashion;
the other for gaine. While
the former makes his vowes
too familiar with his pro∣tests,
to be beleeved; the o∣ther
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sees too deepe a glosse
of his commodities, with shop∣oaths
to be lik't. The one,
with a low dook of your
Servants Servant, proclaimes
him the Servant of time, and
no ones servant. This I
wholly dislik't, for I found
the title of Servant other∣wise
applyed by that Divine
Vessell of Election, that de∣vout
Sanctuarie of Sanctifi∣cation,
that pure Mirrour
of Supreme Contemplation.
His title was, as it was like∣wise
of others of his Fellow-Labourers:
Paul a servant of
Iesus Christ; Iames a servant
of Iesus Christ; Iude a ser∣vant
of Iesus Christ. With
this Complement These began
their Epistles: A Sain••-like
Preamble! an heavenly
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Cour••••hip! Such as all
Christians are to imitate.
The other, with his sub∣till
weights and measures
(reserving ever my best
thoughts for the best) made
mee suspect him, that hee
sold his commodities by retaile,
and his conscience by whole
sale. Upon review of these,
(I say) I resolv'd to leave
those Cinnamon Trees of
the Court with their sweet
rindes; and those Palmato's
of the Citie with their broad
shades: and to turne honest
Countrey-man: where my
Parents providence had set∣led
a competent estate upon
mee. Here I lookt to finde
nothing but plaine dealing;
where I found in very deed,
nothing lesse. For upon a
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more serious perusall of
that life, with the benefits
that rose from it, and condi∣tions
of those who were
borne and bred in it; I
found a cunning Colt wrapt
up in a russet coat. Men as
apt to catch, as if they had
beene hatcht in the Harpies
nest. Such as would not
stick to hazard their part
and portion in the Taberna∣cle
for a Symoniacall Con∣tract.
And still I went on to
dive into the qualitie of
those Ilanders. Where I
found some pining through
want, others repining at their
neighbours wealth, few or
none cōtent wth their estate:
yet none so poore in estate,
as hee would not, though
hee spared it from his belly,
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have a fee in store to main∣taine
a suit. Long I had not
remained in this fashion, till
it pleased the Prince to put
mee in Commission for ad∣ministration
of Iustice: a ver∣tue,
and a choyce one too,
yet such an one, as by the
abuse of man, not of time,
may be compared to the Ce∣ledony
stone, which retaineth
her vertue no longer than it
is rubbed with gold. For
my carriage therein, I ap∣peale
to such as knew mee:
many imperfections and fai∣lings
(Heaven knowes) ac∣companyed
mee, which by
an humble acknowledge∣ment
of mine owne wants,
& an earnest desire of supply
by Gods grace, became so
rectified in mee; as what be∣fore
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seemed crooked, was by
that golden Rule of his divine
Will in mee streightned.
Thus have I passed my
dayes; traced many wayes;
where the longer I lived, the
more I sinned; which cau∣sed
mee to wash my couch
with teares, and to remem∣ber
the follies of my Youth,
Manhood, and Age, with an∣guish
of heart. O how much
it now grieves mee, to have
grieved so much at the sight
or thought of gray haires;
and to have grieved so little
at the thought or sight of
my sinnes! May it then bee
my care to call for grace,
lest I bring my gray haires
with lasting sorrow to thei••
grave. O may the remainder
of my dayes teach mee to
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number my dayes, that I may
goe to him, and live with
him, who is the length of
dayes!
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