A spiritual spicerie containing sundrie sweet tractates of devotion and piety. By Ri. Brathwait, Esq.
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A spiritual spicerie containing sundrie sweet tractates of devotion and piety. By Ri. Brathwait, Esq.
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Brathwaite, Richard, 1588?-1673.
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London :: Printed by I. H[aviland] for George Hutton at his shop within turning stile in Holborne,
1638.
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Devotional literature.
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"A spiritual spicerie containing sundrie sweet tractates of devotion and piety. By Ri. Brathwait, Esq." In the digital collection Early English Books Online. https://name.umdl.umich.edu/A16680.0001.001. University of Michigan Library Digital Collections. Accessed May 23, 2024.
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Of his Manhood.
MEMORIALL V.
WHen I was a Childe, I
loved childishnesse:
when a Youth, delicacie and
wantonnesse. But being now
come to Man, what can bee
lesse expected than fruits of
obedience? Fruits! Few, God
knowes, and those bitter
fruits. Never did man reade
man more, and expresse man
lesse. A long time had I
been a stranger to my fathers
house; Many yeares had I so∣journed
with the unwary
Prodigall in a strange coun∣trey.
I had spent my portion,
that faire portion of many
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rich graces, which my hea∣venly
Father had bestowed
on me; I was driven to such
want, as I was like to starve;
yet would I not acknow∣ledge
my poore estate. Re∣turne
I would not to my fa∣ther;
nor crave any succour;
though I was become a most
miserable creature, a foule
uncleane Leper, one utterly
lost for ever, had not some
kind-hearted Samaritan re∣lieved
mee in such time of
danger. But Necessitie brings
ever along with her some re∣medie.
I suffered my sore to
be opened, that it might bee
cured. I found my selfe sick,
& I besought my Physician,
my heavenly Physician, that
hee would looke upon mee
with the eyes of his compas∣sion.
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And he came unto me,
and healed mee: yet, with
this condition, that I should
sin no more. But I found the
custome of sin too hard, and
the continuance thereof too
sweet to bee left so soone.
No sooner had I recovered
strength, than I returned to
my former state. I found the
abilities of nature too strong
in me, to leave sin so speedi∣ly.
No sentence in all the
Scripture was so fresh nor
frequent in my memory, as,
At what time soever a sinner doth
repent him of his sin, &c. Ezek.
c. 18. but I abused the Text,
and by it promised to my
selfe more libertie. I held it
Security enough to sinne se∣cretly.
As one retired from
the sight both of God and
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man, to promise more impu∣nitie
to sinne, I stickt not to
say, Who seeth mee? But woe
is mee! what was worst of
all, and what without griefe
of heart I shall never remem∣ber:
Though I saw many eyes
upon mee, and that my exam∣ple
might have done good to
many; for that in the opini∣on
of others, I was ranked
both for knowledge and con∣dition
before many others;
those whom I might by my
uprightnesse have impro∣ved,
by my loosenesse of
life I depraved. Which
made me call to minde with
much heavinesse of heart,
what I had sometimes read:
Of so many deaths is every one
worthy, as he hath given evill
examples to those that live with
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him, or left evill examples to
those that shall succeed him. O
my God (thus would I many
times commune with mine
owne heart) how many
deaths have I deserved, who
held it not enough to undoe
my selfe, by taking upon me
a liberty of sinning; but to
undoe others too, by chal∣king
them out a way by my
unhappie example for the
like freedom of trāsgressing!
This, I confesse, could not
chuse but make me to o••hers
most hatefull; my selfe to my
selfe most distasteful. And yet
for all this, swum I still in
the same streame. Truth it is,
that frō my youth up, whē as
yet no early soft downe had
cloathed my chin, I had takē
a full perusall of my owne
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estate. I found in me, what of
necessity might bee either
corrected by me; or nought
could I looke for lesse than
misery. Some bosome sins like∣wise
I foūd in me after I came
to mans estate wch ill became
the condition of man, and I
sought for cure of them. A∣mongst
these, one I culled
forth more deare to me than
the rest, and which neither
day nor night would afford
mee any rest. And I found
meanes to remove it, or to
weane mee from it; and I ap∣plyed
them, but got no helpe
by them, because I mis-ap∣plyed
them. for I well re∣member,
after such time as I
had beene advised, what di∣rections
to use, to allay, if not
take away, the poyson of
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that darling sin wherewith I
was infected; I tooke great
care for a while, to observe
whatsoever was injoyned
mee: and to neglect no
meanes to procure my safe∣ty.
First, I shut my windowes;
I admitted no treaties; I ab∣stained
from dainties. Se∣condly,
I suffer'd not my
thoughts to converse with
lightnesse. Thirdly, I presen∣ted
my suit to that High
Court of Requests, for more
assistance. Fourthly, I sub∣jected
my flesh to holy Disci∣pline
and obedience. Fifthly,
I meditated of Death; and how
this dainty pampered flesh
would in that time turne to
deformitie and rottennesse.
Sixtly, I imparted my griefes
to my Superiours, to receive
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the benefit of their godly
counsell and holy prayers.
But flesh and bloud became
soone weary of this Taske.
Which I no sooner negle∣cted,
than I made relapse in∣to
that malady, which du∣ring
all the time of my spiri∣tuall
exercise, was well as∣swaged.
Thus in my entry
to the state of man, after such
time as I was gone downe to
the Grave, and that the Pit
had nearely received mee;
had not my good God taken
pity of mee, and showne
the light of his Countenance
upon me: even then, I say,
was I no sooner set againe
on my feet, then I returned
to my accustomed filth. And
though Manhood had swal∣lowed
up my ••outh; yet did
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my Manhood taste lesse of
Man than my Youth.
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