olde senex fornicatour accuse another fornicatour? Num Luscus accusat Luscum, Clod••us M••••chum? And doth the spirit of Detraction the most sinfull spirit of all spirits, detect me for sinning? Well, my confession is not auricular, but openly reiterated: If I wash my selfe in snow water, and purge my hands most cleane, yet shalt thou plaegue me in the pit, and mine owne cloathes will make mee silihie. Mine owne fleshly vveedes being tainted vvith longing thoughts, must sing a sorrowfull peccaui, to the tune of stoope gallant. And vnfainedly to vse Saint Pauls words: I allow not that which I doe, for what I would, that I doe not, but what I hate that doe I. Albeit that often∣times I haue a will to doe well, yet the nature of my flesh not any wise able to be expelled with the forke of mine owne naked reason, confounds this readie will of mine, and causeth me to commit moe sinnes in number then the sands of the sea. All which with a contrite minde I submit to the mercy of God, crauing most humbly on the knees of my heart in the lowest degree of reuerence, my Redeemers merits as the vaile of grace, to stand be∣twixt his diuine Iustice, and their gore-bloud guilti∣nesse.
But certainly in my poore iudgement God took away mine innocent vvife after the aboue-said manner (for though I say it, & all her acquaintance wil say as much as I, that she liued as godly & as honestly as any whatsoeuer in all her Countrie) not so much for my sins, though the same might be grieuous, as for that all others might prepare themselues against their nuptials with Christ Ie∣sus, remembring that prophesie concerning Babilon, who said in her heart: I shall be a Lady for euer, I am, and none else, I shall not sit as a widdow, neither shall I know the losse of Children. But thus said the Lord, These two things shall come vnto thee sodainely in one day, the losse of chil∣dren and widdowhood. O Lord of infinite iudgement, widdowhood is sodainely come vnto mee, thou hast