CHAP. IX. Iulianus in good regard of himselfe, by a long Epistle endevoureth to pacifie the mind of Constantius.
MEane while Iulian having placed his wintering harbour at Paris, much fearing what would be the end of these begun enterprises, was sore per∣plexed, as who by casting and tossing many matters in his mind, consi∣dered, That Constantius would in no wise like of his doings, in whose conceit and eye he was reputed as a vile, base, and contemptible person. Advising well there∣fore the fearefull beginnings of all innovations and changes in the state of an Em∣pire, he resolved to send unto him embassadours, who should declare what occur∣rents had happened: and withall he dispatched letters agreeable unto them, wher∣in more plainely he advertised and shewed, what was done, and what ought after∣wards to be done: although he supposed that hee had heard all, a good while be∣fore, by the report of Decentius long since returned, as also by gentlemen of the Chamber newly come againe backe out of Gaule, who had carried unto Caesar certaine solemne presents. And albeit he was not unwilling hereunto, yet wrote he nothing in arrogant tearmes, least he might be thought suddainely to have re∣volted. Now the tenour of his letters went in this wise. My faithfull allegeance, according to my purpose, no lesse in my accustomed behaviour than in covenants of agree∣ments, I verily for my part, carrying alwayes one and the same mind, have for the time hitherto kept and performed, as by many effectuall proofes hath evidently appeared. And ever since that you created me Caesar, and exposed me to the terrible noise of bat∣tailes contenting my selfe with the place of commaund wherein I was set, like a tru∣stie servitour and officer, filled your eares evermore with newes of prosperous atchieve∣ments performed to my wish and hearts desire, attributing nothing at all to mine owne perils and adventures; whereas by dayly examples and continuall proofes it is well knowne, that where the Germanes were spred abroad and intermingled every where, I was in painefull travailes, of all others seene first, and in my repose and refection last.