The holy pilgrime, leading the way to heaven. Or, a diuine direction in the way of life, containing a familiar exposition of such secrets in diuinity, as may direct the simple in the way of their Christian pilgrimage In two books. The first declaring what man is in the mistery of himselfe. The second, what man is in the happines of Christ. Written by C.L.
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The holy pilgrime, leading the way to heaven. Or, a diuine direction in the way of life, containing a familiar exposition of such secrets in diuinity, as may direct the simple in the way of their Christian pilgrimage In two books. The first declaring what man is in the mistery of himselfe. The second, what man is in the happines of Christ. Written by C.L.
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Lever, Christopher, fl. 1627.
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Of Repentance, the sorrow
of the Soule for
sinne.
Chap. 3. (Book 3)
WHen Christian men
haue vnderstanding by
the Law of God, of
their miserable estate
(in respect of sinne)
what they were in in∣nocency,
what they are in sin, & what
they shall be in iudgement, it bringeth
a general sadnesse on the soules of men,* 1.1
and dulleth the spirite and delight they
haue had in their prosperous fortunes:* 1.2
For when God giueth grace to any one
to examine his life, and to view his own
deformities, the first knowledge & ap∣prehensiō
of his misery is most terrible,
because his conscience dooth forcibly
check the former proceedings of his life
and violently hale him against the cur∣rēt
of his own affection: for as riuers are
not forced against their ordinary streme
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but by the tide which is more forcible
then the streame; so our sinfull action,
(being in all men,* 1.3 a naturall and com∣mon
motion) is not reformed in vs,
but by the Spirite of God, a power a∣boue
our nature. Yet is it done, with
such contention in our flesh, and in
our nature, (as for the time) doth won∣derfully
distract the soule of the party
repenting.* 1.4 And needs it must: for he
that hath wasted his time in the deli∣cacy
of fortune, glutting himselfe with
variety of pleasures, and in the height
of this vaine prosperity is admonished
that hee hath fedde on poyson, and
thereby runne his life into a desperate
hazard,* 1.5 will (doubtles) endure the ex∣tremity
of griefe that sudden feare
and amazednesse can lay vpon him
For so are sinnefull•• men, who not re∣garding
the danger of their soules be∣fore
God and their conscience admo∣nish
them,* 1.6 are taken vnprouided with a
sudden griefe, which doth alway inflict
an vnexpressable measure of sorrowe,
and sometimes death and desperation.
Now as the Law teacheth vs to know
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our sinne,* 1.7 our miserable condition, and
the disease of our soules: so the Gos∣pell
teacheth vs the cure, both what
and how to administer phisicke to our
diseased soules: for else were the
knowledge of our sinnes an extreme
misery without profite, if wee shoulde
not also know the meanes of our reco∣uery,
and know also how to administer
and apply them. For vertue hath no
vertue but in vse,* 1.8 and that physicke
which the sicke patient receyueth not,
cannot profite him, bee it neuer so ex∣cellent,
or standeth neuer so neare
him. But as in corporall, so in spiritu∣all
sicknesses,* 1.9 the disease must first bee
knowne, the phisicke then admini∣stred;
for hee that administreth before
hee knoweth the cause, or knoweth on∣ly
the cause, and administreth not, can
neuer recouer his patient, be hee neuer
so industrious. In repentance therefore
and sorrow for sinne,) which is a sicke∣nesse
of the soule) must be (necessarily)
considered these two particulars: The
cause,* 1.10 the cure. The cause is eyther the
materiall cause, or the mouing cause,
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the materiall cause is sin; that being the
matter of our offence; for which wee so
sorrow and grieue all the time of our
repentance. This is proued in the ex∣amples
of all men that haue had the
grace of true and vnfaigened repen∣tance;
euery penitent Child of grace
hauing sorrow and affliction in his
soule, because by his sinne he hath pro∣uoked
his God, and his creator against
him. Thus did Iob and Dauid repent
them;* 1.11* 1.12 and so doe and will doe all that
would profite by theyr Repentance.
And here is necessarily to be obserued
that though our repentance haue re∣spect
to the benefite of our owne
estates, as being a most necessary seruice
in our saluation:* 1.13 yet the maine respect
is had to God, whose glory wee must
preferre,* 1.14 euen before the saluation of
our soules, making him the principall
and our selues but secondary respectes
of our repentance. And herein appea∣reth
the difference betweene true and
false repentance. The false or godlesse
repentance sorroweth for sinne, but for
this cause only, that for their sinne God
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doth punish and afflict them.* 1.15* 1.16* 1.17* 1.18 Therfore
their sorrow is chiefly for the punish∣ment,
& but respectiuly for the sin. Thus
did Pharaoh, Saul, Ahab, & Iudas repent
them, and so do all false and fained re∣penters,
that respect God for them∣selues,
and not themselues for God. A
true and godly repentance sorroweth
for sin,* 1.19* 1.20 because it is sin, and not because
it deserueth punishment: and heere the
main respect is had to God, and to our
selues onely for Gods sake. For though
the dread and feare of punishment, be
sufficient to mooue any mans repen∣tance,
yet we must not make that the
cause of our spirtiual sorrow: but much
rather because we haue offended so gra∣cious
a God, who hath declared him∣selfe
to vs in so many, & so great demō∣strations
of loue, this ought to be more
sensible to our wounded soules thē the
horror we haue of our condemnation.
Thus are holy men moued in the griefe
& passion of their repentāce. The main
difference then betweene true and false
repentance is this: True repentance
is caused by a reuerence wee haue to
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the loue of God, false Repentance by
the feare wee haue of Gods iustice: the
one is the office of a slaue, the other
the office of a sonne: both of them re∣penting
one matter,* 1.21 but for diuers re∣spects.
Sin then is the materiall cause of
Repentance. The mouing cause is God
who mouing his holy Spirite in the
hearts of his Elect, presents them the
vgly formes of their sins, awakes their
conscience, and stirs them to a serious
cogitation of their wretchednesse; gi∣uing
them still such proportion of
grace, as the degrees of theyr Repen∣tance
and spiritual sorrow shal require.
And that God is the first mouing cause
of godly repentance, is euident by ma∣ny
places of Scripture; by these namely,
2. Tim. 2. 25. where S. Paul aduising Ti∣mothie
to instruct them that are contra∣ry
minded, hee giueth this reason:* 1.22Be∣cause
he shall thereby proue if God at any
time will giue them repentance, that they
may know the truth: Here repentance is
called the gift of God, which doth vt∣terly
barre man from all cause of boa∣sting
his ability in this necessatie dutie.
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Also in the 5. of the Act. 31. the Apo∣stles
(prouing Iesus to be Christ & God
coequall to his Father) vseth this argu∣ment
before the councell of the Iewes:
That God had made him a Prince & a Sa∣utour,* 1.23to giue repentance to Israel, and for∣giuenesse
of sin, where the power of gi∣uing
repentance, is made a proofe of
his diuinity, and interposed betweene
his office of Sauiour, and his power of
forgiuing sins. These places (out of ma∣ny)
sufficiently proue, that God is the
first & principall mouing cause of fruit∣full
repentance.* 1.24 Now it may bee de∣maunded,
whether God moue repen∣tance
in all them that repent for sin, or
in them onely that truly repent, and are
his chosē elect. I answer,* 1.25 that God mo∣ueth
this grace in his elect only because
they only make profitable vse of repen∣tance,
& that such as Soul and Ahab that
repented for priuate respects,* 1.26 were not
moued by the spirite of grace, but by
their politique & priuate regards only.
For wheresoeuer the holy Ghost shall
please to moue grace, it is not possible
that labour should be fruitlesse: neyther
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doth God euer misse in the purpose of
his ends.* 1.27 And therfore that repentance
which his holy Spirit causeth, he conti∣nueth
to maturitie & ripenesse of per∣fection,
neuer fayling, neuer fainting in
his vndertakings. Thus much of the
cause of our spirituall sorrow (repen∣tāce.)
Now of the cure or means of de∣liuerance
from spirituall griefe.* 1.28 In the
cure is considered, first the preparing &
dressing of the wounded soule, wherby
it is made fit for curing. Secondly, the
matter to be applied to the soule. Third∣ly,
the maner of applyment. In the
preparing of the wounded soule, there
are those 4. things necessary. First, a spi∣rituall
sorrow for sin, that is, a sence of
sorrow in the soule, caused by a cogita∣tion
of sin & guiltinesse. And this is a
necessary preparatiue in a repētāt soule:
for that soule cānot desire a spiritual re∣freshing,
that hath not first a sense of
sorrow, & a feeling of present calamity.
This first preparatiue to repentance,
was in the Iewes, that were hearers of
holy Peter, when hee declared to them
their sin in crucifying the Lord Iesus.
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For the Text sayth:* 1.29When they heard it,
they were pricked in their hearts, and
sayd: What shall wee doe? As if the presēt
sorrow did so astonish them, as they
knew not what to do, nor what to ad∣uise
themselues. The next preparatiue
is humble acknowledgement, that is,
an acknowledgment of the soule of the
misery it is in,* 1.30 and an exposing of
such particular griefes as wee finde in
the register of our conscience. This al∣so
is very necessary in the preparing of
our soules: for though God (the Phy∣sition
of our soul••s) vnderstand our sins
better then our selues, and can remem∣ber
them better then conscience; yet
is it but reason, that hee that desireth
the physicke of his soule, declare so
much of his griefe as hee can remem∣ber:
not to instruct or helpe the know∣ledge
of God, but to acknowledge our
selues and our dut••full desires. This ac∣knowledgement
of sin, was comon in
the custome of holy Dauid, how often
doth hee confesse his sinne, and ex∣pose
his griefe before God?* 1.31* 1.32 for God
is so desirous of our good, as that
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hee then readily helpeth vs, when wee
doe but (carefully) desire it. Therefore
sayth the Prophet Dauid: I sayd I would
confesse my sinne, and thou forgauest, &c.
Dauid did but say he would confesse,
God taketh his word, and forgaue him
his sinne. And certainely, humble and
vnfained acknowledgement in our
repentance, is an vndoubted testimo∣ny
that God doth giue vs grace, & that
hee will giue vs fauour. Here is offe∣red
occasion to dispute a large contro∣uersie
touching auricular confessiō, the
which being conten••iously disputed,* 1.33
hath kindled fire in the faith of manie,
many making that of absolute necessi∣ty
in all, which is onely conuenient in
some.* 1.34 For auricular confession (as now
it is vsed) is rather a state policy thē re∣ligious
piety, and therefore I dare not
command it, neyther will commend it.
The third preparatiue consisteth in ho∣ly
action,* 1.35 that is, when wee indeauour a
reformation of our selues, and declare
our Repentance in a conscionable dis∣charge.
For though no man can•• satisfie
the iustice of God for sinne; that being
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possible for the Sonne of God onely:* 1.36
yet ought all men to endeauour so
much as they haue power giuen them
to satisfie men. As for example; hee
that stealeth or defraudeth, bee it by
force or by fraud,* 1.37 is of necessity bound
to make restitution (if he bee able) and
this the reformed Publican Zacheus
wel vnderstood, who pro••essing before
Christ his reformation & repentance,
to witnesse it to bee true and vnfained,
hee gaue this infallible token: Beholde
Lord (sayth he) the half of my goods I giue
to the poore, and if I haue taken from any
man by forged cauillation,* 1.38I restore him
foure folde. And the Text sayth in the
next verse, that then saluation was come
into his house. And so Zacheus by indea∣uouring
that hee could not, did at one
time entertaine both his Sauiour and
his saluation. Therefore though no
man can satisfie, yet euery man must
endeauour, otherwise his repentance is
idle and but vaine, neyther can he haue
part in the righteousnesse and redemp∣tion
of Iesus Christ.
The last preparatiue is praier, that is
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a lifting vp of the heart to God, with
faith and hopeful confidence.* 1.39 In the ex∣ercise
of praier there is a double office.* 1.40
First, wee must expose our griefe. Se∣condly,
we must implore fauour: for as
in the ordinary cures of Surgery, the
patient must first suffer his woundes to
bee ript,* 1.41 launst and searcht before the
playster can bee applyed to the sore:
so must we rip, and search the wounds
of our soule, empty the infectious mat∣ter;
and when we haue it out, wee must
vse it as Hezechiah did the blasphe∣mous
letter of Rabshaketh,* 1.42 spreads all
before the Lord; and then with ear∣nest
humblenesse, implore his fauour,
point out our sinnes vnto him, and
confesse that these are they that haue
wounded our soules, troubled our con∣science,
for which we grieue, for which
we pray. When the soule is thus prepa∣red,
there is ioy in our repentant teares,
pleasure in our griefe, and hope in our
spirituall sorrow: and then, (and
not before) are wee made fitte to ap∣prehend
and apply the saluation of
our soules, Christ Iesus. The second
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thing in the care of our soules,* 1.43 is the
soueraigne matter by which the soule
is cured. That is the most soueraigne
Balsame, the sacred bloud of the
Lambe of GOD, of the Sonne of
God, shed for the Redemption of man∣kinde:* 1.44
for so sayth his holy Apostle
Saint Peter, 1. Pet. 2. 24. Who his owne
selfe bare our sinnes in his body on the tree,
that ••ee being deliuered from sinne should
liue in righteousnesse, by whose stripes we
were healed. Our sinnes are taken
from vs, by his bearing them: our
woundes are cured by his wo••ndes:
our eternall death preuented by his
temporall death: for but the Sonne
of GOD (Christ Iesus,) there is no
Empiricke,* 1.45 no quintessence, no Phy∣sicke,
can cure a wounded soule: so
venemous is sinne, and so incurable
are the wounds of sinne: only the bloud
of the holy Lambe is able to deliuer
and heale; and that is both so certaine,
and present in vertuous operation, as
that one droppe (rightly applyed) is
sufficient to cure the wounds of a world
of soules. The last thing is the cure of
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our soules, is the manner of applying
this most Soueraigne medicine Christ
Iesus,* 1.46 and that is by a true and a liuelie
faith,* 1.47 for without faith it is impossible
to please God: and without faith it
is impossible to apprehend the Sonne
of God. Neyther neede this seeme
strange to a Christian iudgement, that
wee should bee able by faith to appre∣hend
Christ, and apply him to our re∣pentant
soules: for hee himselfe hath
taught vs, that whatsoeuer wee shall
aske in prayer (if we belieue) wee shall
haue it.* 1.48 Where hee maketh faith to bee
the couenant and condition of pray∣er,
and promiseth that such prayer shal
onely and alwayes preuaile, that is dire∣cted
by a liuing faith, against which
there is no resistance.* 1.49 Therefore to ap∣prehend
Christ Iesus, and to apply him
to our wounded soules, we must reach
our handes of faith to the bosome of
his Father, and by faith take him from
the altar of his Crosse, and by faith ap∣ply
his bloud, (nay, his bloudy bo∣dy)
to our wounded soules. For hee
that doth it faithfully, doth it effectu∣ly,
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and shal doubtlesse find assurance in
himselfe, that the woundes of his soule
are cured; and that sinne is for euer
disinabled from doing his soule hurt,
that hath Iesus Christ his Redeemer
faithfully applyed vnto it. For where
hee is in his mercy, there is assurance,
and the ••afety of diuine protection,
And this is the order I aduise all chri∣stians
in their repentance and spirituall
sorrow.* 1.50 First, that they prepare
their soules, and that then they apply
Iesus Christ their saluation, In whom
there is safety, without whome, none.
I might heere bee large in declaring
the manner and the causes of God∣lesse
sorrow, and false repentance. Ia∣uoide
them for their number and va∣riety:
let the true iudge the false; and
let this true forme of Repentance I
haue prescribed, teach the Christian
Reader to auoide all dissimulation,* 1.51 and
hypocriticall sorrow for sinne: the
which hee may iudge by comparing
with this Doctrine I haue deliuered.
And let him remember that Godlie
sorrow causeth repentance, not to bee
This doctrine of Repentance,* 1.53 and
spirituall sorrow doth remember all
men many very needfull admonish∣ments.
First,* 1.54 seeing that sinne is the
cause for which wee repent vs, and by
whose poysonsome meanes our soules
are so grieuously wounded, and so
fowly deformed; it ought to moue al
men to a loathing and detestation of
sinne, by which we are both grieued in
our selues, & brought in the hatred and
displeasure of almighty God.* 1.55 For if we
carefully auoyd all such annoyances as
bring any little taste of griefe to our bo∣dies,
or to our temporall life, wee ought
much more carefully to auoyde sinne,
which causeth such extremity of griefe
in our soules, and doth both depriue vs
of Gods fauour, & bring an euerlasting
destruction vpon vs. Secondly,* 1.56 seeing
there is no repentance profitable to sal∣uation,
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but that which is caused in vs,
by the mouing of Gods holy Spirit,
it behoueth all men to bee serious in
their repentance, and not to content
themselues with a slender examination
of their sinnes, and then againe to re∣turn
to their former disobedience, and
remissnesse; but to be carefull to repent
al sinne, and to be constant in that care,
no alteration, no interruption, and that
our repentance respect rather a shame
and griefe to haue offended a gracious
God, then any feare of temporall or e∣ternall
punishment: lest by such repen∣tance
they gaine no more then Saul &
Ahab;* 1.57 the one nothing,* 1.58 the other no∣thing
but a short temporall blessing:
both of thē leesing their soules by their
false and fained repentance. Thirdly, se∣ing
the soule cannot be cured by repen∣tance,
neither can apply or apprehend
Christ Iesus, vnlesse it bee first prepared
& made fit by the exercise of these du∣ties,
it therefore behoueth all men to be
carefully precise in the office of these
duties, & not to satisfie themselues with
the exercise of one or two of them,
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but to indeauour them all, because they
are al necessary in our true repentance
for as in the commaundements of the
law, he that fayleth in one, breaketh al:
so in these duties of repentanc, he that
neglecteth one, profiteth by none, but
annihilateth the purpose of his spiritu∣all
sorrow. Let no man therfore flat∣ter
himselfe with this presumption,* 1.59
that if hee haue beene an extortioner, a
thiefe, or a godlesse person, that his re∣pentance
will suffice him, if he be sorry
for his sinnes, and acknowledge them
to God, for those though they bee ne∣cessary
duties, they are not all the duties
of our soules in our preparation to re∣pentance.
Therefore if he haue extor∣ted,
or (as Zacheus did, taken by forged
cauillation,* 1.60 (that is by any indirect or
dishonest meanes) hee must repent as
Zacheus did, and make restitution (if he
can) and as farre as he can: otherwise
saluation can neuer come to his house.
Therefore as they are all necessary, so
they are ioyntly necessary, euery man
being bound to all these duties, as God
and grace shall inable him.
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Fourthly, seeing Christ Iesus is that
Empericke, and that onely salue which
is able to cure a wounded sinfull soule,
and that without him there is no wor∣king,
no cause, no meanes of spirituall
deliuerance from sinne, and from a
wounded Conscience: therefore it
most nearely concerneth all men to in∣deauour
all meanes,* 1.61 to purchase this
Christ their saluation, to sell all they
haue, that they may buy the treasure of
his bloud, & of his righteousnesse, nay,
and to despise all thinges in respect of
him their Sauiour, and the onelie
Soveraigne salue for their wounded
soules.
And that seeing wee haue Iesus
Christ the Sonne of God proposed vs
to be our saluation, who is alwaies rea∣dy,
and alwayes willing to bee appre∣hended,* 1.62
and to bee applyed to our
soules: by whom onely wee enioy the
peace of conscience, and the hope of
heauen; therefore no man ought to
haue confidence and affy in pardons,
dispensations, and such trash, where∣with
the besotted people of this world
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wonderfully delighted, for such ped∣ling
stuffe must not be thought to haue
equall vertue with the bloud of Christ,
or that they haue any power in the
cure of wounded soules,* 1.63 but on the
contrary they surfette the conscience,
and poyson the soule,* 1.64 enlarging the
woundes both in number and griefe,
and making the soule vncapable of
cure, and most vnfitte to haue the
precious bloud of Christ applyed vn∣to
it.
Lastly,* 1.65 seeing there is no meanes
to apprehend and apply this Christ, the
physition, and physick of our soules, but
onely by a true, liuely and a iustifying
faith, therefore it most necessarily con∣cerneth
all men,* 1.66 to haue this means of
apprehending Christ; because (as I haue
sayd) the salue though most soueraign)
cannot profite the sore, vnlesse it be ap∣plyed,
that being the very maine act of
our spirituall health, alll other duties
and offices beeing but circumstances,
to assist and forward this act. Moreourr
the faith by which wee apprehend
Christ, must be more then a common
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or a generall faith. For it profiteth not
to our health and saluation, to knowe
onelie that Iesus Christ is the present
cure of our soules, vnlesse wee also by a
confident and liuely faith, apprehende
and apply him to the sore of our soules.
Againe, seeing Christ is our onely sal∣uation,
& seeing faith is the only means
of apprehending it, we ought not to ap∣point
other matter of saluation, neither
any other maner of applying it. And
therfore no man ought to ascribe righ∣teousnesse
to himself, to his own works,* 1.67
or the supererogatiue workes of his
friendes, but onely to Iesus Christ, and
that this Christ is onely apprehended
by a sauing faith.
Speciall application.
I will often meditate this Doctrine
of true Repentance,* 1.68 what feare, what
care, what affliction is in the soule at
such occasion. I will practise it in my
selfe, I will pitty it in others: I will con∣demne
sin to be the great cause of such
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misery, I will condemne my selfe to be
the onely cause of that sinne. When
I exercise this spirituall office of repen∣tance,
I will bee carefully busie in all
the duties thereof:* 1.69 I vvill search the
woundes of my soule, empty the rot∣tennesse
& putrifaction thereof, search
and dresse my wounds;* 1.70 search them by
a serious examination of my sinnes, and
dresse them by humble and hearty ac∣knowledgement,
I will examine the ac∣tions
& the particulars of my life, I will
compare them with my duties, and
those that proportion not, I will call
them my errors, my sinnes, and the
wounds of my soule. I wil by the means
of prayer and faith, referre my de∣fects
to bee supplyed by the most ab∣solute
satisfactory righteousnesse of my
Sauiour.* 1.71 What I find sinne, I wil call
sinne: I will not flatter my errours,
nor smooth my deformities, I will not
pretend health when I am sicke, nor
safety when I am mortally wounded,
I will not fauour any sinne, whether
it bee a sinne of profite, or a sinne of
pleasure.* 1.72 In this case I will despise
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both pleasure and profite: I will there∣fore
be sorry for all, acknowledge all,
pray for the remission of all. If I haue
gayned possessions and wealthes by
theft, extortion, forged cauillation,
or any other indirect meanes, I will
restore as my present estate shall ena∣ble
me. I will be ashamed that Zache∣us
the Publican, shall restore his ex∣tortions
foure-fold, and I a Christi∣an,
not to restore the princiall. I will
shunne all such sinne, as a plague or
leprosie, because I know that saluati∣on
will not come to him that hath
such defection.* 1.73 But as (of necessitie)
all sinne must bee cured, otherwise
there is no cure: so in my repen∣tance
I will hate all sinne without dis∣pensation
of any; otherwise I repent
not, but flatter my selfe in presump∣tion,
and vaine confidence. And
because nothing can apprehend and
apply saluation to my Soule,* 1.74 but
the handes of a sauing faith onely, I
will therefore bee sure that my faith
bee such an one, I will trye it by the e∣uidence
of my Workes: they wil te∣stifie
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what it is, and of what Nature.
For as my faith in Christ doth iustifie
mee in the sight of God, so the workes
of my faith iustifieth my faith in the
sight of men, and my selfe. If the
fruites of my faith (then) bee good,
my faith it selfe then must needes bee
good, and auaileable to apprehend
and apply Iesus Christ my saluati∣on.* 1.75
I will therefore bee plentifull in
the exercise of all good Actions, that
my conscience may testifie my faith:
and that my faith may bee able
to execute the holy Office assigned
it.
When I haue the assurance of this
faith, I will then with confidence
looke vp to Heauen. I will seeke him
whome my Soule loueth, and when I
haue found him, I will expose before
him the calamity of my soule, and my
present condition. I will open my
woundes, discouer my sinnes, declare
my endeauour, and report my faith.
When I haue thus done, I knowe
what my Sauiour will doe: he will re∣ioyce
at my recouery, and be glad of
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my returne: hee will shew mee his
righteousnesse, shew me his woundes,
and shew me his death vpon the crosse:
hee will also willingly yeeld himselfe
vnto my faith,* 1.76 and giue mee free liber∣ty
in the vse of his righteousnesse.
Then will I busily apply my cares, I
will stretch my handes of faith to the
altar of his Crosse, I will (with reuerend
boldnesse) touch his wounds, and take
his sacred bloud; and with a won∣derfull
degree of comfort, I will apply
it when I haue it: I wil open my wounds
wide, and will infuse his most precious
bloud, and with that bloud shall enter
the Spirite of health and euerlasting
safety.
Thus in an instant shall I finde the
happy alteration of my soule:* 1.77 and I
that (but then) was in spirituall griefe,
tribulation, and anguish, shall now
finde ioye and strength in my Soule:
and my soule that was wounded, defor∣med,
and full of the markes of sin, shall
now haue the marke of the righteous∣nes
of Iesus Christ, wherby I shal be di∣stinguished
from vnrepentant sinners,
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and haue the seales & assurances of my
saluation. Amen.