we may see, that for weaknes of faith, and coldnes in repentance, and slacknes in our sanc∣tification, we doe iustly feele the want of Gods sweet promises.
7 We shall not accuse God of hard dealing, if we consider how many waies he blesseth vs, and in how few things he humbleth vs: and if we thinke how many sinnes we commit, and how few he punisheth, how few duties we doe, and how many blessings he giueth vs. Let vs neuer maruell why we are often or much afflicted, why we haue not Gods promises fulfilled vnto vs: nay rather let vs for euer maruell at the goodnesse of God, which so plen∣teously rewardeth our small obedience.
8 We must not say with Peter, Lord I am a sinner, depart from me; but, Lord I am a sin∣ner, come neere to me, and draw me neerer to thee. They that will not draw neere to the thorne of Mercy in this life, shall draw neere to the throne of Iustice in the life to come: so they shall go from the East of Gods mercy to the West of his iustice. And if the Lord hath sanctified your hearts, ye must know, that we drawe neere to God by meanes. The first meanes is prayer, we goe to God by prayer, not by paces: Prayer is a sacrifice to God, a refuge to man, a whip for the diuell. The second meanes is hearing of his word: if we will haue God heare our prayers, it is meete God should claime thus much of vs, that we shuld heare his word. If we will say, Lord heare my prayer, he must say, my sonne hearken to my words. The Lord vttereth his affection in this, O that Israel would haue heard my com∣mandements. O Ierusalem, Ierusalem, saith Christ, how often haue I called and thou woul∣dest not heare: let all men know that there hath been no word from our birth to our death spoken to vs, but in way either to our saluation or damnation. The third meane whereby we draw neere to God, is by the Sacraments. The word it selfe is an audible word, the Sa∣crament is a visible word; the commandement is flat, 1. Cor. 11. Doe this. Esay. 55. Come buy and eate. Matth. 11. Come ye that are heauie, &c.
9 Great is the wrath of the Lord; if we looke to strength, are we stronger than the Lord? Do we thinke to shift & escape his anger, or that we can abide the furiousnes of his wrath? That we cannot escape it, it is plaine, for the Lord is euery where; if we run from him, we run as in a circle, the further we run from one side, the neerer we run to another, and still we are in the Lord his compasse. If we run from the East, he will meete vs in the West: the Lord hath a chaine for vs, and will hold vs in darknes, so that easily we shall not be able to escape. Now for making our part good with the Lord, we are not, as Iob saith, rocks; or if we were mountaines, we should smoke, when the Lord doth blow on vs: we are but pot∣sherds, and the Lord hath a rod of yron to bruise vs; and such is the power of God, which we shall trie in our destruction, if we will not trie it in our saluation. What shall we then doe? Surely, hauing so mighty an aduersary, it shall be good to seeke peace and reconci∣liation with him. For as this is comfortable, he shall be our Aduocate, which is our Sauiour, and he that is our Sauiour shall be our Iudge; so this is as fearefull a thing, that he shall be our accuser which is our Aduocate. Yet therein is the Lord mercifull, that he doth not bring vpon vs a sodaine Outlawrie, but he fore-telleth vs of his suite, and there∣fore it is good to be reconciled: and for our reconcilement, because the first part standeth in a confession, we must acknowledge that we haue offered as much violence to the law of the Lord as we can, and that so we haue forfeited all our benefits, our bread, our sleepe, our apparell to the Lord. The confession of the whole plea is lost, if we confesse not all, otherwise we are in Adams case to bee condemned, who would hide his fault; and in the estate of the damned, Matt. 25. who being accused, did plead againe, Lord, when saw we thee? or heard we thee? &c. There is no standing out with the Lord; but seeing we haue lost all, we must confesse all, that for knowledge the pap is stil in our mouthes, and in respect of our liues, we are certainely fellonious vsurpers of his creatures; and so promise that here∣after we will doe otherwise: but if wee stand out (I say) with the Lord, nothing is to bee looked for but eternal condemnation, mourning, and woe. And as we must confesse this, so must we stand against our selues, and so goe vp into the chamber of our own conscience, and award shame to our selues: and hauing such an hote controuersie with our own soules, the Lord will remit all.
10 We must learne to loue the Lord for himself, & not for our good: & let vs learne not