CHAP. XIX. of Death and Iudgement.
MAnie make no account of the death of the soule, because they feele it not as they doe* 1.1 the death of the bodie. Euery man feareth a Palsie, an Epilepsie, and an Apople∣xie, because they strike dead: but if a man be in a consumption, where hee shall be decaying seuen yeares, he thinks nothing of it. Likewise if an house fall suddenly, we say it perisheth, but if it moulder away we little regard it. In Hosh. 5, vers 7. 12. The Lord threat∣neth* 1.2 to be a Lyon to Israel, and a moath to Iudah. Surely, when the wrath of God, as a moathe hath secretly fed on vs ere we know it, our soules doe as it were bleede to death. For as hee that bleedeth to death feeleth little, vntill suddenly his strength faileth; so in the death of the soule, a man doth not perceiue how his strength is gone, or euer he be aware. It may be* 1.3 the Lord will not be vnto vs as a Lyon, but as a moath, we shall not happily die of an Apo∣plexie, but of a consumption, and CHRIST the Sauiour shall laugh at our destruction.
2 We can better away to meditate on Death which Sathan couereth with eternitie fol∣lowing,* 1.4 then on the day of Iudgement, where wee must all make our account.
3 The bare meditation of Death doth so farre moue vs from suffering our delights to dwell on earthly things, as that Reason disswadeth vs not to make any cost about a Tene∣ment* 1.5 where wee knowe we shall dwell but a while. Yet such bare imaginations of Death may build vp in the meane time the kingdome of pride in vs. Wherefore it shall be more* 1.6 auailable, if with our meditation of putting off this earthly tabernacle, we thinke also of putting on the heauenly Tabernacle, and of putting on the royall robe of Christs righte∣ousnes, without which we shall neuer stand with comfort before the great Throne of Gods Iudgement.
4 The cause why we beso loth to die is, because we cannot finde in our conscience that* 1.7 we haue done that good thing for which we came into this life.
5 If there be a desire in thee to die in respect of some iniurie, shake it off; it is better to* 1.8 be a liuing dog, than a dead Lion: for so long as thou liuest, there is time to repent, but after death there is none. Therefore labour for to feele his fauour in Christ, which if thou doe, thou shalt neuer faile till thou come to him.
6 God dealeth contrary to the course of our common Physitions, which first giue one* 1.9 medicine, and then if that will not serue, a stronger: but God giueth the strongest first. The argument of iudgement is the last that can moue vs. That argument moueth most in Lo∣gicke which hath the best reason and most sense: howsoeuer it seemeth to some, yet sure I am the argument of iudgement hath the most sense, or shall haue, and may best serue to moue all sensual men. There be three things to moue euen euil disposed men in that great iudgement, shame, griefe, and feare. Let it moue vs for shame; and if this will not, let vs remember the feare which then shall possesse vs; if wee want this, our state is lamenta∣ble, for then neither Prophets, nor Apostles, nor the holy Ghost can tell what to say vn∣to vs.
7 Many are of opinion (that teach without discretion) that it is euill to doe any thing* 1.10 for feare of iudgement, but all for loue: and if we abstaine from any euill for feare, that we are in a wrong course. I haue been of this error my selfe, but the holy Ghost is content to vse this as a good reason, and will bee beholding to vs, if wee feare to doe euill for iudge∣ments sake. Heare what Augustine saith: Doe this for feare of punishment, if thou ca••st not as yet obey for the loue of iustice. Bernard likens the feare of God to a needle, and the loue of God to a threed: first the needle entreth, and then followeth the threed: First, feare keepeth vs from doing, next, loue causeth that we doe not, euen then, when we can doe. This is t•••• meanes as Augustine saith, A timore bonavita, à bona vita bona conscientia: inde nullus timor, at{que} ita dulcescit Deus peccanti, &c. First we are Gods enemies, then his ser∣uants,