pretēce, giue one sole soule to one sole God, if you will please him.
Br. Gratian that had bin twenty yeares his companion and disciple, testified that in all that time he neuer heard him vtter one only idle word. This Religious as the discipline of so good a master had exceeding¦ly profited by his company in spirituall & edificatiue mortification, and had receaued many other graces of God, wherin desiring not to faile, he one time demaunded of his master, in what worck and in what kind of the graces which God had grāted him he should most exercise himselfe: & this questiō he made because he was absolutely resolued precisely to follow his counsaile. Whereto the holy Father answeared: you cānot be more gratefull to God in any other action, then in hanging your selfe. Which the good Religious hearing, he was stricken into a greiuous ama∣zement, and with such an answeare much troubled: wherfore Br. Giles proceeding, said: Know my child, that a mā which hangeth himselfe, is neither in heauē nor on earth, but is only lifted frō the earth, & looketh alwayes downe. Now doe you the like, sith if you cānot be now in heauē you may neuerthelesse so raise your selfe aboue earthly thinges (being exercised in vertuous works and prayer) that humility alwayes appeare in you, and liuing so, hope in the diuine mercy. By this counsaile he com∣mended vnto him two singuler vertues, prayer and humility, as speciall graces of a Religious that desireth to please God.
A certaine man talking one day with Br. Giles, sayd vnto him: Father I am resolued to become Religious: wherto he answeared: if you be ful∣ly resolued so to doe, goe first and kill both your parentes: which the o∣ther hearing he weeping replyed: Father I beseech you oblige me not to committ such euill and so grieuous sinnes. The holy Father then said; what my friend are you so simple and so ignorant as not to vnderstand me; I meant not that you should kille your parentes with the materiall, but with the mētall sword, because according to the word of our Lord, he cannot be his disciple, that hateth not his father, his mother, his kin∣red and his Friendes.
Two Cardinals one time visiting Br. Giles, to cōferre with him of spi∣rituall affaires, retyring att length frō the place of cōference, they feruent∣ly besought him to remēber in his deuotions to recōmend thē to God. Whervpon he answeared thē, my lordes what need can you haue of my prayers, sith you haue a greater faith and hope then I? The Cardinals ad∣miring this answeare, asked him what he mēt therby, he answeared: Be∣cause you with so much richesse, hōnours, delightes & tēporall content∣mētes hope to be saued: & I with such and so cōtinuall labours feare to be damned. Which so touched those Cardinals to the quick, that they de∣parted frō him very cōtrite in their soules, & their faces bathed in teares.
A very spirituall Religious was troubled with a greiuous temptatiō,