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How by humility he discouered his owne imperfections, and what a capitall ennemy he was to hipocrisie.
THE XC. CHAPTER.
TO the end that such as saw him labour vertuously, and perfor∣me holy and pious actes extraordinarily, might not imagine that what he did proceeded of any other then of God, that wrought in him, he publiquely discouered whatsoeuer defectes he thought to be in himselfe, though most commonly they were no defe∣ctes att all. Being one day very sicke, he by obedience rebated some litle of his abstinence: but beginning a litle to amend, the true mispriser of himselfe taking courage against his flesh, for greater confusion, he said in himfelfe: It is not requisite that the people repute me sobre and abstinēt, and I on the contrary secretly eat flesh. And so, moued by the holy* 1.1 Ghost, he commanded some of his Religious, to fasten a rope about his necke and to lead him to the marckett place of the Citty of Assisium. But his Religious refusing to obey him, he putt of his habitt, and with nothing on him but that with was vnder it, he went into the place, called the Berlina, where, notwithstanding he had a quartane aigue, and therefore was very feeble, he began to preach, and when he saw that there was a great concurse of people, he affirmed publikely that they ought not esteeme him otherwise spirituall, because in that his lent, wherin he had accustomed to fast in the honour of Alsainctes; he had eaten flesh, for which he prayed them to reprehend him. All the assistantes seeing so great a humilitie, conceaued a deep conpun∣ction in thēselues, and sighing sayd: Ah we miserable wretches, that liue continually in sinne, and entierlie apply our selues to the commo∣dities of this life, without doeing pennance, what will become of vs, sith this S. lamenteth to haue eaten flesh in time not pro∣hibited, and vpon a iust and manifest necessitie? he doth neuerthe∣les repent it, and with so much confusion accuseth himselfe, though he seeme neerer death then life: why learne we not of him, who leadeth a life rather to be admired then imitated, and who is a true pourtraiture of perfect humily, and as the imitatour of IESVS CHRIST, contemneth and treadeth vnder foot the world and the honour therof, reiecting the shadow of hypocrisy, wherein each one either more or lesse is intricated?
But all this was litle in comparison of what he did ordinarily for to mortifie the first motiues of the ambitions of the world and to batter them against the most firme rocke IESVS