wherewith in that course he runnes on to his
destruction. Si dederit mihi Dominus panem ad vescendum,
&c. It was Iacobs speech vnto God, after that he had done
that great fauour of shewing a Ladder vpon earth, whose top reached vp to
Hea∣uen; you know the Storie: but the vow that hee vowed vnto God was this, If
God will be with me, and will keepe me in this journey that I goe, and will
giue me bread to eat, and cloathes to put on, then shall the Lord be my God,
and I shall neuer forget this his kindnesse towards me. More loue (a man would
haue thought) he might haue shewn towards God, if he had promised to serue,
though he had giuen him neither bread to eat, nor cloathes to put on. But Saint
Chryso∣stome saith, That he seeing in this vision of his, the
prosperitie that God was wil∣ling to throw vpon him, did acknowledge the
thankefull remembrance of this his promised & hoped for happines: For
Prosperitie is euermore the comparison of Obliuion. Saint Bernard
expounding that place of Dauid, Man being in ho∣nour, hath no vnderstanding, saith,
That the prosperitie wherein God placed man, robbed him of his vnderstanding,
and made him like vnto the Beasts, that perish. And here now doth Saint
Peter loose his memorie. Nor is this a thing so much to be wondred at;
for if there be such riches here vpon earth, that they robbe a man of his
vnderstanding, and alienate him from himselfe; if the sonne that is borne of a
mother who hath suffered great paines in the bringing of him forth, Iam non
meminit praessurae, hath forgotten his mothers throwes, and thinkes not on
the wombe that bore him; if the great loue of this world, and the prosperi∣tie
thereof, can make vs so farre to forget our selues; it is no strange thing,
that we should be farre more transported and carried away with heauenly things.
Da∣uid following the pursuit of his pleasures, amidst all the delights
of this life, he cries out, Onely thy glorie can fill me, that only can
satisfie me. Remigius vnfolds this verse, of the glorie of the
Transfiguration; and it may be that this Kingly Pro∣phet did see it by the
light of Prophecie. And if so fortunate a King as he was, did forget all those
other goods that he enioyed, and saith, That hee desires no other good, nor no
other fulnesse; What meruaile is it, that a poore Fisherman should bee
forgetfull of good or ill? And as hee that is full fed likes nothing but what
is the cause of this his fulnesse, reckoning all other meats soure, though they
be neuer so sweet; so he that shall once come to tast of that good, will say,
No ma•• bien, I desire no other good but this. What
sayth Saint Paul, Sed & no••, &c. But we also which haue the first fruits of the Spirit,
euen wee doe sigh in our selues, waiting for the adoption, euen the redemption
of our bodie, &c. Though Paul enioyed the first fruits of the
Spirit, and extraordinarie regalos and fauours; yet hee groa∣ned and
trauelled in paine for Heauen. What, saith Saint Chrysostome, Is thy
soule become a Heauen, and doost thou yet groane for Heauen? Do not thou
meruaile that I groan, hauing
seene that in Heauen which I haue seen; Quoniā raptus fui•••• Paradisum: I see the good which
the world wanteth; and the ill which the Pro∣digall endured; he did groane and
sigh in the Pigge-stie, when he called to mind his fathers goodly houses. Saint
Hierome treating of the raptures of his Spirit, saith, That he found
himselfe many times among Quires of Angells; hee saith, That he liued a whole
weeke without any sence of bodily necessitie: nor was it much, he enioying the
conuersation of Angells, and the fellowship of God, Diuinae visionis
intuitu: but when I came againe to my selfe, I did bewaile the good that I
had lost. But that Peter may not groane with Saint Paul, nor
weepe with Saint Hierome; knowing how the world went here beneath,
said, Let vs not leaue that place which we may haue cause to weepe for, when we
are once gone from it: For, what good is there vpon earth, be it neuer so good,
which hath not