An Experiment in Conscience II [Volume: 2, Issue: 5, February, 1896, pp. 261-265]

The American Jewess [Vol. 2, No. 5]

264 THE AMERICANA JE WESS. land, perhaps forever, he made a trip down to the village in which Ellen lived, to settle up some business affairs which he had with her father, and was persuaded to spend a few days with the Nashes before embarking. The scene on the mountain side was ever fresh in Ellen's memory and the moment she saw Giles enter the house she jumped to the conclusion that the mystery of her former friend's behavior was on the eve of a solution. She welcomed him with all the cordiality her dreamy, unenthusiastic nature possessed. He, in turn, was surprised to note how pleased he was to see her. A new sensation had stolen upon him, it was as unaccountable as it was queer. After the evening meal when he sat opposite her in the library she sought to unravel the skein of gnarled thought which had puzzled her all the summer. " I met a Miss Van Sant this summer," she said slowly, gazing at him intently to note the effect of her words. "She-" " And so it has reached even you," he interrupted her in despair. " When a man does his duty I cannot see why every one should make it so hard for him. I was engaged to her, but before our marriage I found out that it was all a mistake, that I did not love her as I should, and so -I broke off the match." It was now Ellen's time to feel a peculiar sensation of horror creep over her. She had tried to make a good man of him. Alas! Too well she had succeeded. But three months ago he was a prosperous business man, to-day he was an adventurer seeking his fortune in distant lands. She suddenly conceived the idea that even this reverse of fortune might be turned to her account as an investigator. For the next three days she watched him as a chemist watches an experiment in one of his test tubes. His levity was gone. He loved right and hated wrong. The farmer was no longer an object of ridicule, but a being in whose behalf Giles was strangely interested. He saw the farmer from an ethical standpoint and thought that by helping him he could elevate at least one portion of humanity. He eagerly consented to attend church with the Nashes Sunday morning, and was as devout a worshiper as could be found at this shrine of holiness. Ellen marveled much at this change. He was now attuned to her touch. The nocturne emitted sounds which she had desired. But were they pleasing to her? A hundred times, no. The very discordant notes which she had changed were the notes that had pleased her most though she knew it not. The sweet melodies of the nocturne she had always derived from the people about her, and his difference to them had been the charm which attracted her to him. She saw it all. Vainly did she combat with her former ideal. She could not understand how right had so plainly been wrong. She liked him better as he had been. Why should this be? At last a logical explanation dawned upon her, and it came in the words of Miss Van Sant, " Interferer in the divine workings of nature." She had made a mistake. God had made this man, and her attempts to change him had worked his ruin. What a fool

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Title
An Experiment in Conscience II [Volume: 2, Issue: 5, February, 1896, pp. 261-265]
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Bienenstok, Montefiore
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The American Jewess [Vol. 2, No. 5]
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February 1896
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Title from caption.
No v. 3 issued; none published Oct. 1898; vol. 7, no. 5 erroneously called v. 8, no. 5.
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Jewish women -- Periodicals. -- United States

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