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A CIRCULAR LETTER OF VALEDICTION, ON LEAVING VIRGINIA, IN 1791.
Men, Brethren, and Fathers,
IN leaving the state, where I have contracted a large acquaint|ance—where I have spent fourteen years of the prime of my life, in which time I have baptized seven hundred persons (the chiefest of whom, God has graciously given me as seals of my ministry) it may reasonably be supposed that I feel an unusual perturbation of mind; especially when I consider the kind acceptance I have found among the people, as well as the confidence which the Baptist society have reposed in me. When all these endearing bonds present themselves before me, they strangely agitate my throbbing breast. A total divestiture of these sensations would render me an odious stoic, among men formed for friendship; but an excess of these tender emotions, would appear too effemi|nate for a man of business, and inadmissible for the hazardous voyage before me.
I cannot say that I had any particular call to come to Virginia, like Paul to go to Macedonia; but came voluntarily, of my own accord; and hope kind Providence has overruled it for the best. Now I meditate a return to my native land, upon a principle as voluntary as I came. May Heaven send me good speed, and prosper me in every lawful undertaking. The thoughts of death, in general, are not 〈◊〉〈◊〉 painful as the thoughts of living for nothing.
My friends in general, and those in particular who acknowledge my weak efforts as the means of their salvation, will receive this final valediction as a proof of my love; and as I cannot visit them all to take a formal parting, I hope this letter will be as pleasing and more profitable. When I came first into Virginia, I shared the common lot of strangers; many were afraid of me, that I was not sincere; and some better characters than myself, seemed to defame; but I always was prevented from retorting, by the words of David, "Who can stretch forth his hands against the Lord's anointed and be innocent:" and amidst all my troubles, these words were my support, "The Lord said, verily it shall be well with thy remnant (of days,) verily I will cause the enemy to entreat thee well in time of affliction and in time of evil." No man can conceive the difficulty that a stranger in a strange land has to endure, but those who have tried it. Thus I was; in the day the drought consumed me, and the frost by